So I keep comparing myself to other and honestly it just made me feel trash about myself bcz I'd always question what that other person had that I didn't which made someone I liked fall for them. And it became a habit bcz of certain things that happened in the past, so I could constantly scrutinize myself and evaluate my selfworth on who wanted to be with me. This episode is about me dealing with it but that part is just towards the end bcz I kinda started storytelling 😶

Idk what this is, I'm feeling down right now and if I just want to let it out because my doctor told me to write a diary and I don't feel like I can atm.

This episode is for my best friend who I love more that I could probably ever express. (P.s we could be heroes just for one day. Ily)

Hi my loves! So I've decided to use this platform more consistently and talk about anything and everything (which was the original reason for me to create it in the first place) and the fact that I'm anonymous is something that I truly relish bcz it gives me some wiggle-room and I don't have to think too much about what it is that I'm saying. This episode is a little about feminism and a little about gaslighting and the role that media plays, it might sound like A LOT but dw this isn't gonna be very technical and less of a jargon like thingy. P.s:- I'm flexing my vocab bcz I'm trying to improve my English speaking skills :0. The link to the bg music is https://youtu.be/W6YI3ZFOL0A.

With vivid cases on the surge and ongoing election and me going back to Instagram only to witness political fights and and abundant amount of misinformation and overall ridiculousness has lead me to revisit my priorities and somewhere in torn between wanting to do the things I've always dreamed of and wanting to do something for the people and the nation. [email protected]

So I'm going back to my hostel and unfortunately won't be able to keep talking to you guys until June. Soo anyways this is a goodbye for the time being , I'm legit trying soo hard not to cry :)

After the last podcast, something pretty ironic happened and I realized somethings about myself which I talk about in this podcast..... We often feel like we're not good enough or that someone wouldn't like us for who we are or that people just pretend to like us which is honestly not true. All of us are beautiful and different and imperfect and that's what makes us beautiful. All the small and insignificant things that make us doubt ourselves is just our own minds poisoning us. Ik it's hard to accept that people like U but they do, they really do. In a gist, this is what this podcast is gonna be about. Hope you like it 🐷

Hey Sam sorry for the break, I wanted to tell you a lot of things but I was trying to figure them out myself. Haven't really done that yet but I'm on the way, I'll be leaving on 24th or in the first week of feb probably so not too happy about that. This episode is probably gonna be slightly boring Bcz it's about my overthinking brain and feeling lonely and stressed and mentally unstable the last few weeks. Anyways I hope you're happy, if not then hopefully this episode will remind you that you're not alone and that it will get better 🐷

The last two episodes have been pretty negative to say the least but today as I was dancing on my terrace pretending to be the main character of a coming of age film I felt really good. Quarantine and Corona have been extremely stressful but at the same time it is the reality. So this podcast is about life and how I try to make the most out of it. Also 'infinity moments'( if you've seen perks of being a wallflower you know what I'm talking about) P.S- also I fucked up the audio. Sorrryyyy🖤

Sooo.....I had a mental breakdown. I was watching interstellar and everything just hit me at once, so this episode is another unedited version so bear with it, after I finish crying I do say some insightful things so stick around till the end. Have a great day, love ya