I fully passionate to know human act but couldn’t avoid my subjectivity, and even i am right but it’s not make sense in this life because i must understand my environment. Sometimes, i think my thinking broke my life and my expectation kill myself. i don’t have to do this, or that but what happened Grace, i am very tired of being sensitive. Often I blame this personality, even people told me that you are so good and understand the human mind or personality and you are fully passionate about resolving problems. My mood has changed when i am alone, i am in the midst of a crowd and even with my beloved people such as friends or anyone, but when i am alone I still think about what people did over there. i am overthinker, insecure and even want to be alone for a while, but in my surrounding, i laugh and am happy, i don’t know if it's fake or not, but i am very grateful and think that yah when you go outside it means you leave your sensitivity and be nice. Unfortunately, it brokes my heart step by step, i think i am not good at all and feel hopeless for everything.
Sometimes the whole problem makes you recognize and notice yourself personally and it’s fine and very okay to be self learning and don’t blame others if it’s wrong, we not fully concerned about the right or wrong but we learned from the mistakes and experienced.