...before Jesus knocked him off, his horse made him blind, gave
him his sight back and woke him up to the reality of God and his life. We might
say, oh, he used to be Jewish and now he's Christian. But what Paul's really
struggling with is he used to be kind of awful to other people and now he's trying to center his life on love.
He used to believe that it was okay to hate and marginalize and even harm other people for believing the wrong thing. And he believed there was
nothing more important than following the rules. And if we could all just get
it together and follow the rules and have a pure religion and a pure culture
and a pure society, if we could just do that, then maybe we'd see God's glory.
This is how Paul thought. And he's just been knocked down by
the truth. The truth of Jesus Christ, which is that love is here and now found,
present in the people around. And so he's struggling with that. He's
struggling with his own past...
We were just trying to get to the end, of this pandemic. And now we're in the midst of really doing our best simply to pray and hope that we're not about to enter into a war. This is a scary time and a hard time to be a person. And I did not get any degrees in geopolitics and no matter how much time I spend on the internet, I seem still not to be. So, I'm not going to try to solve all that with a couple of nice words about how if we just loved each other, we could get along because I
love a lot of people and it doesn't mean we all get along.
I will say this. I
was raised during the cold war and I was raised to believe certain things about
our enemies. I was raised to think of them in less than human. And if you are
paying attention to all that's going on in Russia and Ukraine, one of the
things that you can be aware of is that these Russian soldiers are being told
things about Ukrainians that are not true about who they are as people, when we
hide ourselves, unveil ourselves from the truth of who one another is, and we
don't pay attention to the glory and the beauty in one another's humanity,
everything breaks down.