RCL Year C, Last Epiphany
Loving Creator, show us your wisdom, on the mountaintops and in our daily lives. Guide us to accomplish your will here on earth. In the name of your son Jesus. Amen.
I can see James, John, and Peter following Jesus up the mountain—one step at a time, one foot in front of the other—slow, taxing progress upward. What an exhausting effort! James, John, and Peter would be tired when they arrived at the top. Maybe the hike involved some breaks, to look back on the expanse of land rising behind them, as they made their way into the sky. Maybe they were working up a sweat as they plodded their way towards the top.
But, when I think about the disciples’ retreat up the mountain to pray with Jesus, I can’t help but be struck by the timing. Why, just a week after Peter acknowledged Jesus as the Christ, the Messiah, is Jesus taking himself and his disciples away from the crowds of people who need him and his healing power? Wouldn’t Peter’s moment for understanding the magnitude of Jesus’ calling be an occasion for action? For them to move into the needed work of healing a hurting world? For God to make immediate use of Peter’s newfound understanding?
Why is he withdrawing from the needs of the city, taking sanctuary on a rocky crag jutting out of the desert? Why isn’t he devoting all his time to caring for a world that so desperately needs his power?
I wonder if in this story the transfiguration points to the importance of listening and taking the proper time to be with God, even when we’re called to incredibly meaningful and inspired work.
I remember one of my first meetings with Kate in New York. Kate was my supervisor and I was just beginning my work as a Seminarian at St. Michael’s. Among other things, I discussed my love of the outdoors, and my encounters with God there, and how I missed the outdoors as a recent transplant from the woods of New Hampshire to the concrete canyons of New York. Kate talked about her own connection to nature, and her own appreciation for time spent hiking and exploring outdoors. Kate also pointed to the wall behind me. I turned around to find, on the back wall of Kate’s office, a beautiful panorama of Half- dome. I was surprised to realize how, in the midst of the big city, here was a faithful mentor who herself had continued to devote time and energy to her own spiritual nourishment in retreat outside.
Both Kate and this text remind me that that the call to serve with God cannot be a substitute for time well spent with God, knowing from whence we came, and listening for where we are called to go.
So, what does it mean that Jesus called his disciples up to the mountaintop with him to pray that day? Why is it, if God is present everywhere, even in the ugliness and pain of the city, that Jesus chose to take the time, energy, and effort to escape to the mountaintop?
And what exactly, did Jesus plan to do when he took them on such a long journey to pray?
Is this some sort of divine game in which you have to get up to the top of the mountain in order to connect with God? Pay your penance climbing to the top and then maybe the God of Israel will talk to you?
No. God is with us in our deepest, darkest moments of confusion and loss. As a hospital chaplain I see people grieving and questioning every day, and I cannot help but trust that even amid the pain and the suffering, God is there. But, God’s presence with us in times of confusion and darkness is no reason to continue to live in confusion and darkness.
As I think about Jesus’ and the disciples’ experience, I feel that Jesus, in his humanity, is showing us how to engage with the Creator, his own Father, and our Parent, who cares for us as a mother hen cares for her chicks and shelters them under her wings.
Sometimes we can find guidance from God in those “mountaintop experiences” we encounter in our own lives. Some people like to think about these encounters with God in terms of the Celtic idea of a “thin place”—where the[...]