In this episode I talk to Zoe Mendelson about creative practices as survival in the apocalypse. Zoe is the co-founder of pussypedia.net and author of Pussypedia: a Comprehensive Guide. She writes the Substack How to Have Fun in the Apocalypse. You can find more of her work at youngzo.com or follow her on Instagram at @youngzokeziah. 

We also tough on the following subjects and much more. Shame, Body, The Patriarchy, Joy, Pussies, Squirting, Writing big pink books, Having fun, Burn out, How they lie to us, Silliness, How hard writing is, How incredible books are, Being an advice giver and feeling gross about it, AA, Women’s voices being diminished.

I continue my story. Talking about abductions, kidnapping, sexual assault, our subconscious, online dating addiction and more. Most of all pushing back on the rhetoric that the victim is to blame for the actions of the perpetrator.

Continuing my story. This episode talks about stalking, the cops, manipulation, narcissism and more.

Unblocking patriarchal programming, relationship history, abuse, jealousy, looping behaviour, pressure to have kids, saviour complex, breaking the matrix.

Bad New Years Eves, owning the media, shadow banning, community, upcoming episodes, reprogram. Covering a lot of ground in this short episode :)

The dark story of my absolute worst New Year's Eve - perfect for a gloomy January 1st.

Episode also talks about why I stopped celebrating NYE, about being programmed with a saviour complex as a woman, about abuse and neglect, death, car accidents, bank robberies and more. All trigger warnings.

This is part one and all I could do in one take. More to come if you like it. <3

About my books, God, Unblocking by Matilde Digmann

Interview med John Kenn Mortensen fra 2020. Denne samtale kommer vidt omkring kreative blokeringer, dødssejlere, kunstfonden, "making it", skoler, samarbejder og meget andet.

Recording from my Masterclass. In this episode I share everything I've learned in the past decade - I introduce a counter narrative, question commonly held beliefs and tal about my journey of walking through fear as a way of life.

Project by musician Anders Remark and Mat. I read from Pseudo, Anders composed a sick track. In our performance I play synth with Anders live.