Shame Piñata

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  • S5 E1 Techno Cosmic Wedding (Pt 1 - The Plan)

    What would you think if you received an invitation to attend to something called a Techno Cosmic Wedding? Would you be curious? Avoidant? Undecided? What if it was framed as a post-modern, rave-inspired event where your whole self was welcome. How would you feel then?

    Episode Resources:

    → Techno Cosmic Wedding (Pt 2 - The Event): https://ever-changing.net/episodes/s5-e2-techno-cosmic-wedding-2

    → Matthew Fox: https://www.matthewfox.org/

    → The Cosmic Mass: https://www.thecosmicmass.com/

    → A Joyful Wedding Can Still Make Room for Grief: https://www.washingtonpost.com/lifestyle/2019/07/31/joyful-wedding-can-still-make-room-grief/

    Episode Transcript:

    https://ever-changing.net/episodes/s5-e1-techno-cosmic-wedding-1

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    Episodes by Topic:

    → Episodes on Rites of Passage: https://ever-changing.net/rites-of-passage

    → Episodes on Authentic Weddings: https://ever-changing.net/authentic-weddings

    → Episodes on Grief & Loss: https://ever-changing.net/grief-loss

    → Episodes on Challenging Times: https://ever-changing.net/challenging-times

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    Shame Piñata: Creating rites of passage for real-life transitions. Stories from people who have used ceremony to create authentic weddings, make it through hard times, honor deep loss, or reinvent themselves.

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    26 min
  • Introducing 10 Minutes for Your Heart

    Join us on YouTube for a new audio mediation series!

    "10 Minutes for Your Heart" is a trauma-sensitive meditation series specifically designed for Ukrainian listeners. The series, hosted by a Certified Meditation and Mindfulness teacher, offers 10-minute sessions to explore power, passion, and essential life-force. The meditations focus on connecting with breath, body, and personal power, providing flexibility for listeners to decide how they want to participate and what their body needs in the moment. Presented in English with transcripts available in both English and Ukrainian, the series aims to create a safe and supportive space for listeners to engage in healing and self-discovery. English level B2/C1 suggested.

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    🔗 QUICK LINKS

    About the Series: https://ever-changing.net/10-minutes

    About the Host: https://ever-changing.net/about

    Follow on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/shamepinata & https://www.instagram.com/dailymagicforpeace

    ⚠️ CAUTION

    Several meditations involve breathing exercises. Please be safe. Do not drive or operate machinery while listening. Не керуйте автомобілем і не керуйте механізмами, поки ви слухаєте цей запис! https://ever-changing.net/disclaimer

    🌸 ABOUT THIS SERIES

    This trauma-sensitive meditation series was created especially for Ukrainians. Join us to explore

    - Your power

    - Your passion

    - Your essential life-force

    Produced by Colleen Thomas, a Certified Meditation and Mindfulness teacher and ritual artist based in the United States.

    Series inspired by ProEnglish Theatre of Ukraine: https://www.proenglishtheatre.com.

    Episode art by Taras Romaniv: https://www.fiverr.com/s/pr7BqG

    🎵ABOUT THE THEME SONG

    "Hope and Peace (Believe in Ukraine)" was written by Ukrainian artist AudioCoffee. It was created "…through the pain and suffering experienced by the Ukrainian people during the war, in gratitude to all the soldiers who defend our country from the enemy."

    https://www.audiocoffee.net/

    1 min
  • S4 E9 Embracing Shame (Sheila Rubin)

    Episode Summary:

    What happens when shame stops us in our tracks? When we find ourselves in freeze mode and realize that it's actually shame that's holding us there? How do we break the spell and move through that paralysis - and what if there is a way to release that shame back to wherever it came from?

    Episode Resources:

    → Sheila Rubin: https://www.sheilarubin.com/

    → The Center for Healing Shame: https://healingshame.com

    → New Book: Embracing Shame: How to Stop Resisting Shame and Turn It Into a Powerful Ally: https://healingshame.com/embracing-shame

    Episode Transcript:

    https://ever-changing.net/episodes/s4-e9-embracing-shame

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    Episodes by Topic:

    → Episodes on Rites of Passage: https://ever-changing.net/rites-of-passage

    → Episodes on Authentic Weddings: https://ever-changing.net/authentic-weddings

    → Episodes on Grief & Loss: https://ever-changing.net/grief-loss

    → Episodes on Challenging Times: https://ever-changing.net/challenging-times

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    Shame Piñata: Creating rites of passage for real-life transitions. Stories from people who have used ceremony to create authentic weddings, make it through hard times, honor deep loss, or reinvent themselves.

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    → Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2F8tCPhyIW5AEQFLKLhuoi

    → Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9zaGFtZXBpbmF0YS5saWJzeW4uY29tL3Jzcw==

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    → You're going through a tough time

    → Something significant has happened and no one gets it

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    Shame Piñata is hosted by Ritual Artist Colleen Thomas, a Certified Meditation and Mindfulness teacher who helps people make sense of life through ceremony. Music by Terry Hughes. Learn more at https://shamepinata.com

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    Disclaimers: https://ever-changing.net/disclaimer

    25 min
  • S4 E8 How Long Does Grief Take? (Irisanya Moon)

    Episode Title: S4 E8 How Long Does Grief Take? (Irisanya Moon)

    Episode Summary:

    A significant loss can come in many shapes and sizes and has the power to change us at a fundamental level. That rebirthing we go through after a big loss is so important and can also be so painful. Two questions that can often come to mind are: "How long will this take?" and "Can I make it through?"

    Episode Resources:

    → Irisanya Moon: https://www.irisanyamoon.com

    → New Book: https://www.irisanyamoon.com/store/p19/norns-weavers-of-fate-and-magick.html

    → Transcript: https://ever-changing.net/episodes/s4-e8-how-long-does-grief-take

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    Additional Episodes:

    → Episodes on Rites of Passage: https://ever-changing.net/rites-of-passage

    → Episodes on Authentic Weddings: https://ever-changing.net/authentic-weddings

    → Episodes on Grief & Loss: https://ever-changing.net/grief-loss

    → Episodes on Challenging Times: https://ever-changing.net/challenging-times

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    Shame Piñata: Creating rites of passage for real-life transitions. Stories from people who have used ceremony to create authentic weddings, make it through hard times, honor deep loss, or reinvent themselves.

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    Follow Shame Piñata

    → Show Website: https://shamepinata.com

    → Subscribe in Your Favorite Player: https://kite.link/shamepinata

    → Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/shame-pi%C3%B1ata/id1493325872

    → Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2F8tCPhyIW5AEQFLKLhuoi

    → Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9zaGFtZXBpbmF0YS5saWJzeW4uY29tL3Jzcw==

    → YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@shamepinata

    → RSS Feed: http://shamepinata.libsyn.com/rss

    → Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/shamepinata

    → Rate/Review: https://ever-changing.net/rate-sp

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    Listen If

    → You're feeling stuck

    → You're going through a tough time

    → Something significant has happened and no one gets it

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    Shame Piñata is hosted by Ritual Artist Colleen Thomas, a Certified Meditation and Mindfulness teacher who helps people make sense of life through ceremony. Music by Terry Hughes. Learn more at https://shamepinata.com

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    Disclaimers: https://ever-changing.net/disclaimer

    23 min
  • S4 E7 Discomfort As Ally (Irisanya Moon)

    Episode Summary:

    We love to be in control. We love to know what's going to happen, how long it will last, and what effects it will have on us. But what if, like a tree in the wind, flexibility and surrender are our greatest tools? What if discomfort can be our friend?

    Episode Resources:

    → Irisanya Moon: https://www.irisanyamoon.com

    → New Book: https://www.irisanyamoon.com/store/p19/norns-weavers-of-fate-and-magick.html

    Episode Transcript:

    https://ever-changing.net/episodes/s4-e7-discomfort-as-ally

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    Episodes by Topic:

    → Episodes on Rites of Passage: https://ever-changing.net/rites-of-passage

    → Episodes on Authentic Weddings: https://ever-changing.net/authentic-weddings

    → Episodes on Grief & Loss: https://ever-changing.net/grief-loss

    → Episodes on Challenging Times: https://ever-changing.net/challenging-times

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    Shame Piñata: Creating rites of passage for real-life transitions. Stories from people who have used ceremony to create authentic weddings, make it through hard times, honor deep loss, or reinvent themselves.

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    Follow Shame Piñata

    → Show Website: https://shamepinata.com

    → Subscribe in Your Favorite Player: https://kite.link/shamepinata

    → Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/shame-pi%C3%B1ata/id1493325872

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    → Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9zaGFtZXBpbmF0YS5saWJzeW4uY29tL3Jzcw==

    → YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@shamepinata

    → RSS Feed: http://shamepinata.libsyn.com/rss

    → Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/shamepinata

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    Listen If

    → You're feeling stuck

    → You're going through a tough time

    → Something significant has happened and no one gets it

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    Shame Piñata is hosted by Ritual Artist Colleen Thomas, a Certified Meditation and Mindfulness teacher who helps people make sense of life through ceremony. Music by Terry Hughes. Learn more at https://shamepinata.com

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    Disclaimers: https://ever-changing.net/disclaimer

    24 min
  • S4 E6 Surviving the First Year

    Episode Summary:

    The first year after a significant loss can be so hard. As the wheel turns and the light changes, visceral memories can arise of this time last year when things were different. How do we create space for our hearts as we go through a year of firsts?

    Episode Transcript:

    https://ever-changing.net/episodes/s4-e6-surviving-the-first-year

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    Episodes by Topic:

    → Episodes on Rites of Passage: https://ever-changing.net/rites-of-passage

    → Episodes on Authentic Weddings: https://ever-changing.net/authentic-weddings

    → Episodes on Grief & Loss: https://ever-changing.net/grief-loss

    → Episodes on Challenging Times: https://ever-changing.net/challenging-times

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    Shame Piñata: Creating rites of passage for real-life transitions. Stories from people who have used ceremony to create authentic weddings, make it through hard times, honor deep loss, or reinvent themselves.

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    → Show Website: https://shamepinata.com

    → Subscribe in Your Favorite Player: https://kite.link/shamepinata

    → Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/shame-pi%C3%B1ata/id1493325872

    → Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2F8tCPhyIW5AEQFLKLhuoi

    → Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9zaGFtZXBpbmF0YS5saWJzeW4uY29tL3Jzcw==

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    → Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/shamepinata

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    Listen If

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    → You're going through a tough time

    → Something significant has happened and no one gets it

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    Shame Piñata is hosted by Ritual Artist Colleen Thomas, a Certified Meditation and Mindfulness teacher who helps people make sense of life through ceremony. Music by Terry Hughes. Learn more at https://shamepinata.com

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    Disclaimers: https://ever-changing.net/disclaimer

    17 min
  • S4 E5 Entrepreneurship as a Rite of Passage (Molly Mandelberg)

    Episode Summary:

    Finding our right work can be a journey. In our life, we may have had many jobs, explored many paths. What might it feel like to live your passion, to bring your full self to your work? If you listen very carefully, is your heart actually telling you which way to go?

    Episode Resources:

    → Wise Hearts Rise Up: https://wildheartsriseup.com

    Episode Transcript:

    https://ever-changing.net/episodes/s4-e5-entrepreneurship-as-a-rite-of-passage

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    Episodes by Topic:

    → Episodes on Rites of Passage: https://ever-changing.net/rites-of-passage

    → Episodes on Authentic Weddings: https://ever-changing.net/authentic-weddings

    → Episodes on Grief & Loss: https://ever-changing.net/grief-loss

    → Episodes on Challenging Times: https://ever-changing.net/challenging-times

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    Shame Piñata: Creating rites of passage for real-life transitions. Stories from people who have used ceremony to create authentic weddings, make it through hard times, honor deep loss, or reinvent themselves.

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    → You're going through a tough time

    → Something significant has happened and no one gets it

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    Shame Piñata is hosted by Ritual Artist Colleen Thomas, a Certified Meditation and Mindfulness teacher who helps people make sense of life through ceremony. Music by Terry Hughes. Learn more at https://shamepinata.com

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    Disclaimers: https://ever-changing.net/disclaimer

    23 min
  • S4 E4 The Power of Tears (Ryan Kluttz)

    Episode Summary:

    When someone passes away, the loss can bring us to our knees metaphorically - and sometimes literally. When it's literal, that's the body talking, echoing the heart. Crying can be like that too. Today we look at intention, death, and tears.

    Episode Transcript:

    https://ever-changing.net/episodes/s4-e4-the-power-of-tears

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    Episodes by Topic:

    → Episodes on Rites of Passage: https://ever-changing.net/rites-of-passage

    → Episodes on Authentic Weddings: https://ever-changing.net/authentic-weddings

    → Episodes on Grief & Loss: https://ever-changing.net/grief-loss

    → Episodes on Challenging Times: https://ever-changing.net/challenging-times

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    Shame Piñata: Creating rites of passage for real-life transitions. Stories from people who have used ceremony to create authentic weddings, make it through hard times, honor deep loss, or reinvent themselves.

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    → Subscribe in Your Favorite Player: https://kite.link/shamepinata

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    → Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2F8tCPhyIW5AEQFLKLhuoi

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    Listen If

    → You're feeling stuck

    → You're going through a tough time

    → Something significant has happened and no one gets it

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    Shame Piñata is hosted by Ritual Artist Colleen Thomas, a Certified Meditation and Mindfulness teacher who helps people make sense of life through ceremony. Music by Terry Hughes. Learn more at https://shamepinata.com

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    20 min
  • S4 E3 There Must Be Something Wrong (Sheryl Paul) [Remastered]

    Episode Summary:

    Today we revisit one of our most popular episodes, an early interview with Sheryl Paul, author of "The Conscious Bride". Sheryl's work allows us to reflect on how the pain, grief, discomfort, and vulnerability that can arise throughout the wedding process can actually be doorways into joy if we are willing to let them in.

    Episode Resources:

    → Sheryl Paul: https://conscious-transitions.com/

    → The Conscious Bride: https://conscious-transitions.com/books/

    Episode Transcript:

    https://ever-changing.net/episodes/s4-e3-there-must-be-something-wrong

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    Episodes by Topic:

    → Episodes on Rites of Passage: https://ever-changing.net/rites-of-passage

    → Episodes on Authentic Weddings: https://ever-changing.net/authentic-weddings

    → Episodes on Grief & Loss: https://ever-changing.net/grief-loss

    → Episodes on Challenging Times: https://ever-changing.net/challenging-times

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    Shame Piñata: Creating rites of passage for real-life transitions. Stories from people who have used ceremony to create authentic weddings, make it through hard times, honor deep loss, or reinvent themselves.

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    Follow Shame Piñata

    → Show Website: https://shamepinata.com

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    → Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/shame-pi%C3%B1ata/id1493325872

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    Listen If

    → You're feeling stuck

    → You're going through a tough time

    → Something significant has happened and no one gets it

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    Shame Piñata is hosted by Ritual Artist Colleen Thomas, a Certified Meditation and Mindfulness teacher who helps people make sense of life through ceremony. Music by Terry Hughes. Learn more at https://shamepinata.com

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    Disclaimers: https://ever-changing.net/disclaimer

    22 min
  • S4 E2 From Pandemic to Endemic (Megan Sheldon)

    Episode Summary:

    As we continue to move out of the pandemic and begin to vision what we want our new lives to look like, what do you see for yourself? What are you creating? Are you anxious to get back to everything at once or perhaps are you seeking a slower, more intention way of living. What might that look like?

    Episode Resources:

    → Be Ceremonial: http://www.beceremonial.com

    → Be Ceremonial App in the App Store: https://apps.apple.com/app/be-ceremonial/id1582513679

    → Be Ceremonial App in the Google Play Store: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.beceremonial.app

    Episode Transcript:

    https://ever-changing.net/episodes/s4-e2-from-pandemic-to-endemic

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    Episodes by Topic:

    → Episodes on Rites of Passage: https://ever-changing.net/rites-of-passage

    → Episodes on Authentic Weddings: https://ever-changing.net/authentic-weddings

    → Episodes on Grief & Loss: https://ever-changing.net/grief-loss

    → Episodes on Challenging Times: https://ever-changing.net/challenging-times

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    Shame Piñata: Creating rites of passage for real-life transitions. Stories from people who have used ceremony to create authentic weddings, make it through hard times, honor deep loss, or reinvent themselves.

    _________________

    Follow Shame Piñata

    → Show Website: https://shamepinata.com

    → Subscribe in Your Favorite Player: https://kite.link/shamepinata

    → Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/shame-pi%C3%B1ata/id1493325872

    → Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2F8tCPhyIW5AEQFLKLhuoi

    → Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9zaGFtZXBpbmF0YS5saWJzeW4uY29tL3Jzcw==

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    → You're going through a tough time

    → Something significant has happened and no one gets it

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    Shame Piñata is hosted by Ritual Artist Colleen Thomas, a Certified Meditation and Mindfulness teacher who helps people make sense of life through ceremony. Music by Terry Hughes. Learn more at https://shamepinata.com

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    Disclaimers: https://ever-changing.net/disclaimer

    20 min

About Shame Piñata

From the publisher's feed

As featured in Bruce Feiler's new book: "A Time to Gather"