Last word . If anyone thinks for one second that anything I've chosen to do in an effort to grow into the woman I want to be because of the pressure of being monitored you need to re evaluate what you THINK you know about me. Don't inflate your own importance . All you have all done for me is increased the situational experience of the skills I was learning N you only did that for your own data .

Take care

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You dont really care for music do ya ?

Let the world witness my shame and guilt . Look on me with your judgment . And learn from my mistake.. fear is not worth the love of a lifetime .

A message to the world for my world. I was an idiot to hold on to the tiny doubt I created to hide away from loving you and accepting your love . I surrender to you , afraid and ashamed but ready to spend my life making it right every moment of every day . I admit right now to the world that I am yours and yours alone and I am terrified of failing at being the woman you deserve but I'm going to give it my all anyways , because I love you .

Take your power back .

My message im sure will be clear in the end 🙂 bare with me .

This isn't as hard as I thought it would be . I find it hard to remember alot of things since I'm so far removed from the child I was that its hard to remember .

Going back to the darkness that suffocated me for years before I found my way back to my self love and my family