In today’s deeply honest and vulernable episode, Rachel sits down with her dear friend Molly Collings for a conversation about faith, suffering, and what happens when God feels silent.
After walking through one of the hardest years of her life—filled with physical challenges, emotional strain, and unexpected trials—Molly found herself in a place she never anticipated: unable to feel the Spirit in the way she always had before.
Instead of easy answers, this episode explores the wrestle.
Together, Rachel and Molly talk about:
What it feels like when heaven seems silentRebuilding your understanding of God in the middle of painThe concept of “divine silence” and why it’s not a punishmentHow suffering can actually be an expression of God’s trustSeeing Jesus Christ as a Counselor—not just a comforterThe unexpected ways God communicates when traditional ways feel blockedMental health, faith, and the importance of holistic healingA simple but powerful framework: faith, hope, and charityMolly shares how, even when she couldn’t feel God, He was still reaching her—through people, music, small impressions, and new tools she never would have discovered otherwise.
This episode is for anyone who:
Feels like their prayers are going unansweredIs navigating depression, anxiety, or emotional exhaustionIs questioning where God is in their painWants a deeper, more resilient kind of faithIf you’ve ever wondered why God is being silent, this conversation will meet you there.
Referenced in this episode:
“The Theology of Suffering” – Francine Bennion“Spiritually Defining Memories” – Elder Neil L. Andersen