Relationship endings are a funny thing. Especially ones of a platonic nature. Here, I try to understand what made my person finally decide to step end a mostly one sided relationship that I believed served me.

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From a mini guide to taking sensual images and videos, to reflections about the past month on the need for validation and why not to give in to certain things, to finally feeling ready to explore anew with new people. It is a chaotic, emotional, and fun episode. If you enjoy this podcast, you can show your appreciation by sending money gifts to @/femiiesther on Abeg App.

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Here, I discuss progress in seeming stagnancy following the past six months, while highlighting how I and anxiety are finding home in me, what has become of my relationships (and the lack of them), work and school life, and a special mention- Nigerian men and food.

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First segment we talk about what's buzzing on Naij Twitter on cheating and gift ahem...collections. Then in the second segment we talk on why some call it a red flag when one has never being in a relationship. In the last segment, I am joined with my room mate and her friend, and we speak on confessionals; to priests and to persons.

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Religion is an art, for we seek escape and peace in it, but it isn't art too, because it is not free. It kills, just as life does. The first segment has us talking about bending over backwards to make another convenient, and how we should take steps to put ourselves first whule still loving. The second segment talks religion, tattoos, the unending search for fulfillment, and the last segment closes off the podspisode.

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Disposing bodies, Cleaning murder scenes. This is the role Korede continues to take in Ayoola, her younger Sister's life. Korede's seeming disinterest even in her obvious discomfort in her Sister's actions made me wonder. Was Korede who she was simply because she wasn't given a chance to be any other because she wasn't so beautiful? Are we who we are because of our experiences? Do we really get to have a choice in our realities?

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Finding the song, Novacane by Frank Ocean, and how a listen reincarnated another from my past. Reaching clarity on how I want my relationships to proceed, and how music has played a role in helping me love more, and getting over some. In the last segment, we end with a poem, and leave you with a question.

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Listen to me talk about my experience fixing my nails for the first time, the desires it stirred in me, and why I chose the man I did.

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I did not think we would be publishing this, but here we are. Welcome.

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