I can’t recall what the first part is about because I’m pretty sure that was when I was ill… The second part is a reflection from my recent dream and actual events that you would not believe however

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Forcing myself to get stupid… Pretending to be happy…

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03: reactivating and recall of past trauma, justifying my self-isolating behavior, automatic dishwasher conjecture

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02: alone… not lonely

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Empowered vs. enmeshed in the propaganda of participation… picking apart the purpose of past regression and physical burdens of CPTSD…

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