I took the Enneagram about nine years ago which is a personality test. Spending time in getting to know ourselves, is part of our healing process. It is essential to learn how the legacy of our past has shaped us and how we can quit dying to the wrong things like fear, loss, judging others, and not accepting my brokeness.  On the positive side, I learned through my Enneagram about the Joy of having a relationship with God daily. 

Years later, when I look back and I see my life now; I look back with immense gratitude to God for the incredible gifts that he bestowed upon me. It instilled in me a deep trust in him because he always had my back. Please listen to this podcast and see the best while hitting rock bottom. 

When I became a single mother, I had flat-out hit rock bottom, emotionally, financially, and spiritually. The crash was painful in every possible way. I had no choice but to face myself brutally, painfully, and needed to be more honest to myself. I was looking for external sources to fill my life, but I was still confused, searching for the wrong things. 

I look back with gratitude, which instilled in me that God, the one I gave my back those years, was there for me. You might think I am crazy, but those painful years were teaching me to build myself up. My life choices were not sustainable. At the bottom, all my dysfunctional behaviors were finally revealed. A point lowest point, God took me by his arms to show me that I was never alone. 

A brief introduction about me as I was a single mother. I want to encourage you to get out of your survivor mode.