Sometimes I sit back and realized how long I allowed myself to be used. Giving people my time when they never appreciated my time nor me. I had more people waiting for me to fall, then people who wanted to see me happy. I been through so much but by the grace of God he held me up.

Life can come hit you in the back of your head with a salt and battery. This mostly happens when we least expect it. We get discouraged, which can easily happen to us all. I personally been there and I will admit I, cried and wined more then I prayed and or trusted my Father above. But when you actually pray, sit back and be patient, HE WORKS IT ALL OUT. But one must have faith in him.

MUST TO HAVE HAD BEEN A DREAM BECAUSE I NEVER LOVED A MAN THE WAY I LOVED HIM. BUT HE HURTED ME AND HURTS ME BEYOND THIS WORLD. ALL WE DID, ALL WE SHARED AND I SCAREDLY FEEL OUR LIGHT HAS BURNED OUT FOR GOOD. I CAN'T BE THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE AND EVERY OTHER GIRL TOO. DOSEN'T ADD UP!

I suffer with off and on through out my entire life. But I fight hard and refuse to allow the devil's suggestions to bring me any fear!

God has to be on his way back. I will admit that am scared, confused and really fighting to stay positive.

I am so sick of overly spending, each time I buy a used vehicle. It starts off at $3000 and turns into 10,000, in less then a year most times.

I fell in love with this Italian man and although I felt on top of the world I lived in a toxic world. I could not be without him, I needed him. In every way possible, I loved him beyond myself. We all know that in order to love another, you must love yourself first. I was in love but never loved me enough. The way I should have and if I ever felt I was not being treated fairly, u should of have enough courage to walk away. But what if I still love him?

People always say, it's never too late and it's ture. But why put it off any longer? The earlier the better, haven't we made several excuses already?

A brief description of who I am, where am from and what to expect throughout upcoming Seasons.

Brief description of my life pass and future. My desires and most importantly, my goals.