I left my phone at home.

Not as a practice. Not as a challenge. Just… forgot it. And then got curious about what would happen if I didn't go back for it.

What happened surprised me.

Not because I found peace and quiet, I already have that. I have my meditation, my baños, the river, the drum. I've built a whole life around tending my inner life deliberately.

What surprised me is that my intuition showed up somewhere it had never shown up before. Not in ceremony. Not by the river. In the middle of an ordinary afternoon, with a friend, just talking.

My whole day became the ceremony.

In this episode I share what that revealed about how we use these devices not just for distraction, but as noise over our own voice. About what becomes available when the quiet your ancestors trusted is no longer competing with everything in your pocket.

And I share a practice to help you begin to hear your own knowing again, not just in the sacred hours you protect, but moving through all of it.

This episode also begins with something my uncle said to me that I haven't been able to stop sitting with. I'm not sharing why he said it. Just what he said. Because it's the whole podcast in two sentences.

In this episode:

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00:00 — Intro & breath 01:30 — Personal story: the phone-free day & my uncle's words 05:30 — Ancestral teaching: newen, intuition, and what your ancestors trusted 09:30 — Embodied practice: coming home to your own knowing 14:30 — Integration & closing

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The world is heavy right now. And one of the most dangerous things we can do in a time of collective chaos is reach toward any community, just because it looks like belonging.

Not every circle that forms in a crisis is your circle.

In this episode, I share something tender and true, the years I spent trying to build community in spaces that drained me instead of held me. Spaces where the teachings felt borrowed, the depth wasn't there, or there was no elder present to hold what we were trying to carry together.

And what changed when I finally found aligned community, people who had known real hardship, whose teachings had real roots. How my body softened. How I stopped performing belonging and started actually experiencing it.

My elder's teaching holds the center of this episode: take witness, don't just observe. To witness is to feel what is happening. fully, with your whole body — without losing yourself in it. That is what our ancestors practiced. That is how they survived the hardest times together.

And I offer you five ancestral practices for doing the same.

In this episode:

This episode is for you if you have ever felt more alone inside a community than outside of it. If you are searching for the circle that can actually hold you. If you want to show up for the people who matter, rooted, clear, and present.

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The world feels heavy right now. And your nervous system knows it — before you even pick up your phone in the morning, something feels different. That weight you're carrying? It's not weakness. It's relationship. It's what it means to be alive and connected.

But your ancestors had an answer for times like this. And it wasn't to ignore the chaos or pretend everything is fine.

It was to come home to yourself first.

In this episode, I share something I've never talked about on this podcast before — the full story of who I am beyond this microphone. From activism work that brought me to the White House, to turning inward as a single mother doing what she had to do, to being called back outward to photograph communities whose stories are being erased. I am not starting over. I am arriving.

And I share three ancestral teachings that have been holding me this week — about good living, about the guidance that already lives underneath you, and about why you cannot pour from depletion.

Plus a practice to help you hear — underneath all the noise — what is actually yours to do in this moment.

In this episode:

This episode is for you if: You're feeling overwhelmed by the state of the world and losing touch with who you are underneath it all. You're giving everything to everything and forgetting what is actually yours to give. You're ready to stop reacting and start responding from your center.

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What have you been holding that is ready to be released?

For years, I held everything. The grief. The anger. The fear. The sadness. I held it in my jaw, my shoulders, my chest, my stomach, in all the places the body stores what the mouth refuses to say.

I thought I was being strong. I thought if I just kept holding, kept enduring, kept swallowing it down… eventually it would go away.

But it doesn't go away. It becomes weight. It becomes exhaustion. It becomes that feeling of being tired in a way sleep can't fix.

In this episode, I share what water taught me about the opposite of holding — flowing. Not falling apart. Not losing control. But letting what needs to move… finally move.

We explore:

→ How we were taught to endure instead of feel

→ Why emotions are not problems to solve, they are teachers

→ What anger, grief, and sadness are actually asking of us

→ How the land teaches release through water, rain, and seasons

→ A guided water ceremony you can practice at home to release what you've been carrying

This episode includes a simple ritual using a bowl of water. You don't need anything special. Just water, a quiet moment, and a willingness to let go.

If your body has been speaking and you haven't been listening… this is your invitation to begin.

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Let's begin with a breath together.

Your heart is exhausted. Not just from working hard. Not just from responsibilities and bills. Your heart is exhausted from protecting itself—from staying defended every single moment, from never quite letting anyone in, from trying to stay safe by staying busy.

And here's what I'm learning: some of that protection is necessary. But not all of it is.

In This Episode:

Key Teaching:

There's a difference between necessary protection and habitual protection.

Necessary protection keeps you safe when you're actually in danger.

Habitual protection keeps you defended even when you're home, even when you're with people who love you, even when you have a moment to rest but you can't because your heart has forgotten how.

Many of us learned habitual protection because at one point, it WAS necessary. We learned it from our parents who learned it from surviving things that required constant vigilance.

But now we're carrying protection we don't need anymore. Protection that's keeping us from connection, from rest, from being truly seen.

This Week's Practice:

Place your hand on your heart. Ask: "Am I protecting myself because I need to right now? Or out of habit?"

If you need to protect yourself—honor that. Keep your guard up. Stay safe.

But if you're actually safe in this moment—practice softening. Just one percent.

Whisper: "I'm here. You don't have to protect me so hard right now."

That's the medicine, mija.

About the Ritual:

This episode includes a ritual of release that requires:

If you're listening while driving, save the ritual for when you get home. Come back to it when you have a moment to be still.

A Note from Antüpewma:

I want to be honest with you—I'm not feeling well this week. I'm a little sick, and you might hear it in my voice. But I wanted to show up anyway because sometimes showing up isn't about being perfect. It's about being present.

I'm also sharing something vulnerable in this episode: I'm reclaiming my Indigenous roots. Much of what I'm learning about Mapuche cosmovision, I'm learning now with the guidance of an elder I've been working with since last year. I'm not speaking as someone who has always known this. I'm speaking as someone who is remembering.

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About Slow Living as a Way Home:

This is a space to breathe, to soften, and to return to the rhythm your ancestors trusted—ese ritmo más humano, más tuyo. Here, we move slowly, con corazón, listening for the quiet wisdom beneath the noise.

New episodes every Monday.

Land Acknowledgment:

I record this podcast on the ancestral lands of the Lenape people. I honor their past, present, and future, and acknowledge the ongoing effects of colonization.

Keywords: slow living, nervous system healing, Indigenous wisdom, Mapuche teachings, heart healing, protection, trauma healing, ancestral wisdom, decolonization, somatic healing, embodied practice, ritual, ceremony

How many times have you said yes when you meant no? Explained yourself in circles just to justify a boundary? Given so much that there was nothing left for you?

These aren't signs of kindness. They're signs of self-abandonment.

In this episode, I share what self-abandonment actually looks like, not just in the big dramatic moments, but in the small daily ways we leave ourselves behind through people-pleasing, over-giving, and over-explaining.

We explore the concept of stepping outside of yourself to live from fear, survival, and the need to be chosen. And I share the teaching that changed everything for me: the practice isn't to never lose yourself. It's to notice when you have, and choose to come back.

We close with a ceremony for returning to your territory a practice you can use anytime you've drifted from yourself.

This episode is for anyone who's been abandoning themselves to keep other people comfortable. For anyone who needs permission to finally come back home to themselves.

IN THIS EPISODE:

[00:00] Opening: Checking in after the snow week

[01:00] Welcome + Breath: Nothing is being asked of you in this moment

[02:00] Personal Story: The daily ways I abandoned myself

[06:00] Leaving Your Territory

[11:00] Ceremony: Returning to Your Territory

[16:00] Integration + Closing

CONNECT WITH THE PODCAST:

If this episode resonated with you, please share it with someone who needs permission to stop abandoning themselves.

Leave a review to help others find this medicine.

Follow along for more episodes exploring slowness, ancestral wisdom, and coming back home to yourself.

LANGUAGE NOTE: This podcast weaves together English and Spanish naturally, honoring the way we actually speak and remember. You don't need to understand both languages to receive the medicine—your body will know what it needs to hear.

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For most of my life, I believed I had to be hard to be safe. Strong meant unbreakable. Protected meant building walls so high that nothing—and no one—could reach me.

Until my body said: Enough.

In this episode, I share the story of how my mami gave me a book during my divorce, The Knight in Rusty Armor, and how it became a mirror showing me that the armor I thought was protecting me was actually suffocating me.

Through personal story and ancestral wisdom, we explore what my ancestors understood that we've forgotten: real strength isn't about how much you can endure without breaking. It's about how well you can bend so you don't have to break at all.

We close with the Ceremony of Returning to Soft Earth; a practice that teaches your body how to soften by remembering that the Earth holds us not with rigidity, but with softness.

This episode is for anyone who has been holding too tight, armoring too long, or forgetting that softness is not weakness, it's survival.

IN THIS EPISODE:

[00:00] Welcome + Signature Opening

[01:30] Personal Story: The Knight in Rusty Armor

[06:00] Ancestral Teaching: Adaptation Over Domination

[10:30] Ceremony of Returning to Soft Earth

[16:00] Integration + Closing

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CONNECT WITH THE PODCAST: If this episode resonated with you, please share it with someone who needs permission to soften.

Leave a review to help others find this medicine.

Follow along for more episodes exploring slowness, ancestral wisdom, and coming back home to yourself.

LANGUAGE NOTE: This podcast weaves together English and Spanish naturally, honoring the way we actually speak and remember. You don't need to understand both languages to receive the medicine,your body will know what it needs to hear.

For most of my life, earth was my teacher. It taught me how to root, how to ground, how to stay.

But there came a time when I was holding so tight, I forgot how to move.

That's when the wind arrived—insistent, almost rude in how it wouldn't let me ignore it.

And it taught me something I had forgotten: real strength isn't staying rigid. Real strength is knowing how to bend.

In this episode, I share:

• The moment wind taught me I was holding too tight

I also share what my ancestors knew about wind—that it's not random. That it arrives when something needs to shift. That there are different winds, each bringing exactly what's needed.

This isn't about becoming soft or weak. This is about remembering: you are not meant to be fixed. You are meant to move.

So this week, when you feel the wind—pause. Let it touch you. Ask it what it came to teach. And then... listen.

Slow-Living as a Way Home is a space to breathe, to soften, and to return to the rhythm your ancestors trusted. If you're tired of rushing through your life, this is for you.

[00:00] Intro: Wind as teacher, not weather

The Earth has been teaching slowness since the beginning—we just forgot to listen. In this episode about slow living, mindfulness, and sustainable personal growth, we explore three lessons nature offers: why real transformation happens underground, why rest and low-energy seasons aren't failures, and why small consistent daily habits matter more than dramatic life changes.

If you've been struggling with burnout, feeling overwhelmed, or rushing through life trying to keep up, this is your invitation to remember what the Earth never forgot. Perfect for anyone seeking work-life balance, stress relief, and a more intentional life.

In this tender threshold between years, we explore what it means to live unrushed—not as an ideal, but as a practice of staying with yourself when the season asks something hard.

This episode honors the complexity of the holidays: the joy and the grief, the togetherness and the tension, the pressure to be ready for a new year when your body is asking you to rest.

Drawing on Mapuche wisdom and the concept of küme mogen (living in right relationship), we remember that rushing isn't just about speed—it's about being out of relationship with your body, your grief, and the season's natural pace.

Includes a gentle embodied practice for coming back to your own rhythm, even in the middle of everything.

For those navigating loss, difficult family dynamics, or simply needing permission to move at your own pace—this one's for you, mija.