i wrote this song after watching and recording family VHS tapes to use as cinematic field recordings in my music. i started reflecting on the relationship between my siblings and i. they are both estranged from me, and i'm uncertain what happened to cause that... i've grown to accept it and understand and send love and peace to them every day. this song is my sonic reflection of what i'm sure is more common than i'd like to imagine; the coming to terms with parting ways with someone you loved. it's also done in a binaural brainwave entrainment, theta 4hz for focus. wear headphones for the full effect.