blow away (philosoraptors demo) by

Wrote this one the other night. It’s a lot about the kinda people we tend to attract who self-sabotage and are no good for us, yet we still try to help…

learn how to love me (demo) by

Ocean Eyes BIllie Eilish Handpan Cover by

i wrote this song live in a private ceremony last night. it was stuck in my head afterward, so i produced a studio version. simple as that. dolphins are cool.

I wrote this one to/for my sister. she was always the princess and still is. i wish i knew what happened. here's to closure through art.

i wrote this song tonight in the bath tub, recorded it on my phone as a demo and then figured i could finish the whole thing in one shot. it's written about a recent realization i've had about letting go of things and people who are no longer aligned with me. it's also a lot about my reflections of being a people pleaser and how when i finally started looking after myself and other people got mad or didn't understand, it was okay. i was okay. i figured i'd rather have them mad at me than me mad at me. y'know?

This is a sample of the creative collaboration collective, Stories in Stereo.

i wrote this song after watching and recording family VHS tapes to use as cinematic field recordings in my music. i started reflecting on the relationship between my siblings and i. they are both estranged from me, and i'm uncertain what happened to cause that... i've grown to accept it and understand and send love and peace to them every day. this song is my sonic reflection of what i'm sure is more common than i'd like to imagine; the coming to terms with parting ways with someone you loved. it's also done in a binaural brainwave entrainment, theta 4hz for focus. wear headphones for the full effect.

i taught my friend mpom how to use garageband so she could record a bunch of cool plants and send them to me so I could make plant-powered songs for a deep rest delta wave album. it sounds like this.