This episode provides a lot of the backstory to the bonus episode titled 'Why Did I Write This Letter?'. 10 years ago I was caught in the rapture of my first real unrequited love. That moment in time really shaped so much of how I pursued relationships going forward. Also was the first time I experienced a deep level of heart break. Many lessons were learned and beautiful raw emotions were born from this experience. I think I will always love going back in thought to explore that innocent and hopeful time.