Not gonna lie…It’s not comfortable for me to put this episode out there.
This is a big area of growth for me right now. So I went out on a limb to share about my current experience and what’s been arising in my body.
To be honest, this work around boundaries has gotten me present to some of the deepest, darkest parts within me that I had yet to become fully aware of.
I got to see how my shadows and my mind can create distortion & chaos when I’m residing in a place of fear.
I got to see where I say too much, too fast, when I have fear or anxiety coursing through my veins.
I received some big lessons via trial and error in how to hold my own fear without projecting it, and how to stand in my own fire rather than immaturely burning the whole house down from a place of aversion, overwhelm, or confusion.
Above all, I got to see the root of my codependency. In this, all unhealthy attachments in every area of my life started shaking to the surface for full reconciliation.
It’s been really uncomfortable. I’ve felt like I have been dying.
And yet my creativity is finally starting to unlock again.
All of the energy I was using in being immeshed in other people’s life experience, is now freeing up to be used towards the things I actually care about.
And I am giving myself the permission to completely re-create my life from what is right and true for me today.
I’m joined by some members of our beautiful KAKAO Hub community. After I share my recent realizations, we open up into a group discussion and riff on boundaries, why they’re so uncomfortable for us, some real life examples, and our various approaches to upholding boundaries with Love.
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