Today I just felt very homesick. I feel homesick for a place that is not here. All I wanted was to check out, but instead, I pondered on it. Nothing seems to remove the longing, but at least I understand it better. I'm starting to realize that I'm having a hard time stomaching this world, and I'm not afraid to talk about it. It's too much stigma around this. To feel like this implies something is wrong with you, but the truth is something is wrong with the system.