Squeezing through

Durch Schleier der Zeit zieh’ ich die Spur,

Von antikem Kohl bis heut’ zur Tour.

Ein Ritual aus Puder und Glanz,

Ein Spiel der Farben – stets im Tanz.

Ich spreche von Königinnen, flüchtiger Zier,

Von Farben, die schmücken, Gesicht um Gesicht.

Doch in meiner Stimme fällt ein Schatten,

Denn Schönheitsrufe lass’ ich ermatten.

Mein Weg verläuft durch Trends, die vergehen,

Doch Liebe zum Malen? – Nie zu verstehen.

Ich frage nach Tönen, nach Kunst, nach Schein,

Dem schweren Druck, stets schön zu sein.

Hör genau hin, wir reißen es auf,

Die Wahrheit entblößt im ewigen Lauf.

Von Make-ups Macht und meinem Blick –

Warum ich davor einen Schritt zurück.

Through history’s veil, I trace the line,

From ancient kohl to modern shine.

A ritual carved in powder and hue,

A tale of faces — old and new.

I speak of queens, of fleeting grace,

Of pigments masking every face.

Yet in my voice, a shadow falls —

For I don’t heed the beauty calls.

My story weaves through fleeting trends,

A love not found, a path that bends.

I question colors, creams, and art —

The weight of beauty on the heart.

Come listen close, let’s strip it bare,

The history of what we wear.

A candid truth, my soul laid bare —

Of makeup’s grip, and why I stare.

I det här avsnittet tar jag med dig på en vild resa genom min poesiresa – för låt oss vara ärliga, att skriva dikter är inte alltid så djupt och mystiskt som folk tror (ibland handlar det bara om att stirra på en tom sida och hoppas att inspirationen slår en i ansiktet). Jag delar med mig av några hysteriska anekdoter om min skrivprocess och glider sedan på något sätt (smidigt eller inte) in på vänskap – vad som får den att fungera, vad som gör den konstig och de oförutsägbara dynamiker vi alla upplever. Men vänta, det finns mer! Jag utforskar varför det alltid finns något att prata om, hur samtal tar oväntade vändningar och varför alla (ja, även du) borde ha en podd. Och självklart smyger jag in lite Rumi-visdom för att knyta ihop allt. Ett kaotiskt, roligt och märkligt insiktsfullt avsnitt väntar – missa det inte!

Vad tycker du? Vill du att jag ändrar något?

In this episode, I take you on a wild ride through my poetry journey—because, let’s be honest, writing poems isn’t always as deep and mystical as people think (sometimes it’s just staring at a blank page, hoping inspiration slaps you in the face). I share some hilarious anecdotes about my writing process and then somehow, smoothly (or not), transition into friendships—what makes them work, what makes them weird, and the unpredictable dynamics we all experience.

But wait, there’s more! I explore why there’s always something to talk about, how conversations take unexpected turns, and why everyone (yes, even you) should have a podcast. And, of course, I sneak in a little Rumi wisdom to tie it all together. A chaotic, funny, and strangely insightful episode awaits—don’t miss it! 🚀✨

What do you think? Want me to tweak anything?

Welcome to the second part of me wondering about different habits, preoccupations, or anything else really…🙈

Outro: “Beauty & The beast” by 23

In this episode of Squeezing Through, we tackle the mind-bending German phrase “Auf freiwillig kann man freiwillig verzichten”—aka, “One can voluntarily renounce voluntariness.” (Wait… what?)

Join me as we navigate the weird world of choosing not to choose. From monks to minimalists, arranged marriages to Steve Jobs’ turtlenecks, we’ll explore whether giving up choice is a power move or just… well, giving up. Are we liberating ourselves or just signing away our free will like those “I agree to the terms and conditions” checkboxes? Tune in, because if you don’t, are you really making that choice—or did you just voluntarily renounce voluntariness? Hahahahahahaha.

Outro: „Born again” by Lisa feat. Doja Cat & Raye

Have you ever thought that money 💰 is the biggest obstacle between you and your dreams? What if I told you that’s completely wrong 😑 ? In this episode, I share a conversation I had with my uncle that completely changed my perspective. He told me something shocking 😳 …

“Great ideas attract money, not the other way around!”

The anime l talked about: “Trillion Game”

Plot:

The founders of big company Trillion Game, Haru and Gaku, are two young men who become the first Japanese people in the 21st century to be listed in the top 10 of The World's Billionaires. The story takes place from Gaku's perspective, who recalls how he came this far: his first encounter with Haru, their first establishment of Trillion Game, and people who are involved with the success of the company.

Manga

Written by Riichiro Inagaki and illustrated by Ryoichi Ikegami, Trillion Game started in Shogakukan's seinen manga magazine Big Comic Superior on December 11, 2020. Shogakukan has collected its chapters into individual tankōbon volumes. The first volume was released on March 30, 2021.

Outro music: “Keep it undercover” by Zendaya

Join me as I attempt (and fail) to make sense of the world’s weirdest behaviors(okey l might have gone overboard here).😂Expect laughter, confusion, and maybe even a few unpopular opinions. Buckle up—this one’s a interesting and wild ride!

Outro: “Stereo love” (Radio Edit) by Edward Maya and Vika Jigulina

Behind every viral moment or breakout role, there are years of hard work, rejection, and persistence. In this episode of Squeezing Through, we dive into the stories of influencers, actors, writers, and musicians who spent a decade or more grinding before finally making it big. From MrBeast to Samuel L. Jackson, we’ll uncover the long road to success—and why patience is the ultimate game-changer. If you’ve ever felt like success is taking too long, this episode is for you.

Outro: “Le déhanché assassin” by Chanceko

Today we’re getting up close and personal with my short sun-soaked (or sunburned) journey. Whether you’re a sun lover, a shade hugger, or just someone who’s tried to tan and ended up looking like a zebra, this episode is for you. Get ready for laughs, lessons, and one very patchy self-care story!

PS: A little aloe vera is a life saver. 🛟

Outro: “Cecilia Lind” by Yasin