For a few weeks, we’ve been reflecting on what it means to be redeemed; it’s a word we hear a lot in our faith, especially around Easter. The redemption offered in our faith is something very different from the act of redeeming a coupon or gift card for something we want. No, for us, redemption is, “the restoration of something that had been lost.” The ending of second reading describes God’s plan for us, “…the lamb at the centre of the throne will be their shepherd, and he will guide them to springs of the water of life, and God will wipe away every tear from their eyes.”[i]We’re still a long way from that ideal, though; clearly the world needs some redemption.
Last week, we considered the redemption Peter experienced when Jesus forgave him for his three-time denial at the cross. Through Jesus, the broken relationship was restored and redeemed, and Peter was then able to take up his role as our first Pope. Through forgiveness, Jesus redeems our relationship with him so we can live as his disciples.
We reflected on how Jesus redeemed Thomas from his doubt. Instead of allowing doubt to remain a barrier in Thomas’ faith, Jesus redeemed him by revealing himself. Jesus transforms doubt from an obstacle into something that urges us to seek out and come closer to God. Doubts no longer have to divide us from our faith but become a call to keep searching.
We love stories of redemption because we know we’re disadvantaged by our own weaknesses. We know we’re far from perfect, that we are not as we could or should be. We know we’re not saints, yet. Left to our own, we’re just imperfect people striving for the impossible. But our Christian faith offers another way, a Saviour who redeems us from those weaknesses we cannot overcome on our own.
Being Jewish themselves, the first disciples began sharing the Good News, that Jesus has risen from the dead to redeem us, from within their own Jewish communities. The Jews were God’s chosen people, so it made sense to begin sharing the Good News there. But the outreach had to expand as the first Christians discovered that not everyone welcomed the Good News or the promised redemption.
We hear a bit about that in today’s first reading. On discovering that they were no longer welcome in some Jewish communities, Paul and Barnabas decided to take the message of the Good News to non-Jewish communities, to the Gentiles, who were very open to hearing about a Saviour: success was found! But this success didn’t come from nowhere. Before sharing the Good News of the redeeming love of Jesus, Paul had to go through his own redemption.
There’s actually more known about Paul than about most of those named in the Bible. While most of the first disciples came from modest backgrounds and had little to no education, Paul was different. His original name was Saul. He knew multiple languages and seemed to have been more educated than most. As a Roman citizen, he was privileged and, on the side, ran a successful tent-making business.
Paul was also Jewish, trained in Jerusalem. He was also a Pharisee, a kind of sect of the Jewish faith of the time who believed that God’s people would only be redeemed through a strict following of the Jewish laws, no exceptions. So, Paul was highly disciplined too. The idea that redemption was impossible without the Good Shepherd, a Saviour, directly challenged that belief and some, including Paul at first, were willing to take even violent steps to silence that idea.
After participating in the martyrdom of Saint Stephen and taking up the mission of arresting Christians, Paul had a vision where Jesus revealed himself. He was that lost sheep whom the Shepherd sought out. On seeing and hearing Jesus, Paul’s heart changed on the spot, though he lost his vision for a short time. That was the moment he received his new name and the work of his own redemption began, but it wouldn’t end there.
The work of accepting the redemption of Jesus would take Paul over ten years. It would have taken that time for Paul to win the acceptance of the Christian Community and let go of his ties to the Pharisees. He would have had to surrender any of his own ambitions and plans to adopt those of God. Paul had to let go of arrogance and intolerance to development humility, patience and charity. He was freed of qualities incompatible with God’s plan so that his gifts, his abilities, intellect, drive and courage were able to flourish. His redemption took over a decade while he was shaped from within. But after all that work and time, Paul became one of the most influential figures of history and of our faith.
This is how redemption often works: it takes its time to shape disciples, to transform qualities incompatible with God’s plan into qualities that build God’s kingdom. It can take a long time, but that shouldn’t be a surprise because when we look at the lives of the saints, we find that most did not become saints overnight; they had to work at it over a long period of time.
So, the first lesson we might learn about our own redemption is that it might take a lot of patience and time; there’s no rushing it. But it’s not a time of waiting. No, we can assist Jesus in his work of redeeming us. If we really take a good look at ourselves, we might find all kinds of qualities we know aren’t quite compatible with God’s plan, we know we’re not saints, yet. We all have habits, tendencies, sin, compulsions that hold us back. Maybe, one way to work on accepting the redemption of Jesus could be to focus on overcoming one, with the Saviour’s help, of course. Working on one issue is easier than working on a hundred. Pick just one way you know you could grow; do your part at working at it but also invite the support of Jesus by bringing it to prayer or even to the Confessional. Once it’s conquered, then move on to the next.
As Jesus helped redeemed sinful Saul by shaping him into saintly Paul, he can redeem and transform us too. So, we’re happy to offer him our prayers.
Kindly shepherd, guide us to the banquet of your Kingdom. Shepherd of love, guard us against powers that work to divide. Holy Shepherd, reveal to us your redeeming plan. Good Shepherd, never allow us to wander away from you. In your name we pray. Amen.
[i] Revelation 7:17 NRSVCE