Welcome to Thursday’s Podcast.
Our reading today is 1 Timothy 1: 12-17. Today I will focus on verses 13.
Even though I was once a blasphemer and a persecutor and a violent man, I was shown mercy because I acted in ignorance and unbelief.
REFLECTION
Here at STC over the past few years we have used the Alpha film Series at our Alpha Courses. I personally think the film series is fantastic.
On aspect of the Alpha film series I personally enjoy is the stories of people who have been changed by God.
One such significant story, in my view, is the story of Shane Taylor. Known as one of the most serious offenders in the prison system, the Home Office labelled him as very ‘dangerous’. Starting as a boy, his life of crime escalated through his teens and by the time he was 19 he was in prison for a string of serious violent offences including attempted murder. In prison, he decided to ‘fight the system’ and seriously assaulted a Prison Officer who ‘disrespected him’. Considered too dangerous for most ‘normal’ prisons, he was moved 13 times to various maximum security prisons over a 5 year period.
In the midst of all that he ended up on an Alpha Course.
This is Shane’s story in his own words:-
Some time later, while I was attending another lesson on the Alpha course, Eddie Baker came to me and told me he had never done this before for anyone, but God had spoken to him and told him to get me to return that afternoon on my own. I remember hoping deep within me that there was something, but not accepting or thinking that anything would happen to me.
I went back in the afternoon that day and walked into the church with Eddie Baker, the prison chaplain. We sat down together, he picked up the Bible and read several verses about why Jesus died on the cross for me.
He then placed his hand on my head and told me to pray, but to genuinely pray, to mean it from the heart.
On previous occasions, my “prayers” had been only to save myself from prison, or when I was down and feeling sorry for my plight when I had been in prisons before.
This time it was totally different. I asked God to reveal himself to me if indeed he was real.
When I stopped praying we started to talk. Suddenly a bubbly energy seemed to start within me. It rose up from deep within my belly, moved up my body and through my chest. My emotions opened up and I found myself crying.
The more I tried to control the crying, the more I was unable to do so. I had not cried about anything for many years and it was totally out of character for me.
As I cried I felt as though tons of invisible bricks were falling away from me and I was shedding the weight of them, leaving me feeling lighter and more able to see things clearly.
At that moment I knew God had touched me, he’d heard my prayers and with sure certainty he was real.
All the hate, anger and resentment seeped away as I cried, leaving me feeling lifted. Yet I can remember asking Eddie Baker not to tell anyone I’d been crying. He replied that he wouldn’t need to because I would tell them myself.
My prison life changed overnight literally.
Many years later, Shane is now married with four children and serving his local church and working in prisons sharing Jesus.
I could listen to him share his story over and over again. It’s so powerful – Jesus can change lives. Even some of the toughest hearts!
The Apostle Paul, or Saul as he was known, led a very different life before encountering Jesus. He was one of the most prolific persecutors of the church. Certainly present at Stephen the martyr’s death. He went house-to-house searching out Christians. If there was anyone who wanted to stamp out Christianity – it was Saul. He did it with precision and ruthlessness.
Paul says in Galatians 1:13,