Steph Something

By Steph Something

rock, metal, progressive rock, Indie rock, electronic, dance, indie electronic, funk, new wave, ambient rock/metal/electronic... fuck it...

all the things music

by Stephanie Gilliard... more

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The podcast currently has 304 episodes available.

Steph Something episodes:

December 13, 2025 The End
Steph Something - Composition, Melody, Lyrics, Vocals, Guitar
Mitch Brody - Production
Alex Bevacqua - Drums
Pierre Corriveau - Bass
Thomas Hines - Lead Guitar
The End
I can't make sense of it anymore
The world is not the same
People lost their humanity
The ocean's always angry
The sun leans in
Shadows move without bodies
Whispers fall heavier than screams
No sound remains
Only the hum of an ending
A silence so sharp
It cuts through thought
I open my eyes
But there is no I
Only the echo of something that used to be
And the echo whispers
This was always how it was gonna be
The sky slips its skin
Revealing veins of static
And colors that shouldn't exist
Mountains melt into rivers that flow upwards
Cities fold like paper
Swallowed by the void
Language collapses
Words unravel
Mid sentence
No sound remains
Only the hum of an ending
A silence so sharp
It cuts through thought
I open my eyes
But there is no I
Only the echo of something that used to be
And the echo whispers
This was always how it was gonna be
I reach for my hand
But it isn't mine anymore
Fingers stretch like shadows
Graspin' at nothing
Graspin' at everything
And still the sun leans closer
And closer until the world screams in light
And then there is
No world at all
No sound remains
Only the hum of an ending
A silence so sharp
It cuts right through thought
I open my eyes
But there is no I
Only the echo of something that used to be
And the echo whispers
This was always how it was gonna be
© Stephanie Gilliard
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4min
December 10, 2025 Ships
Steph Something - Composition, Lyrics, Melody, Vocals, Guitar
Alex Bevacqua - Drums, Bass, Production
The greatest communicator
When you want to be around
Notes in the refrigerator
Running, running, running, running down
The stairs
You burst through the door and say
You've been stuck in here too many days now
You said, get up
You said, get up
We are going out
Right now
I said you look like a diamond
And you went and put my face all over the place
I ask questions in threes
Sometimes you sleep beneath the trees
You're really good at getting lost
When you don't want to be found
But you'll come back
And one time you did
You smelled like shit
And I laughed so hard I cried
While you explained why
And I didn't care, I just remember
Being so fucking happy
To see you
I said you look like a diamond
And you went and put my face all over the goddamn place
I ask questions in threes
Sometimes you sleep beneath the trees
Always scheming spaceman with a grin
Always scheming spaceman with a tin rocket ship
And I'll have an ocean of cardboard cutout waves
In the backyard
Because sailors and spacemen
They have to have their ships
And I really like
Seeing you
© Stephanie Gilliard
...more
4min
December 03, 2025 You Left Your Light For Me
SS - Vocals
Matt Kaprelian - Instrumental
Mitch Brody - Guitars
You, you left your light, you left your light
You left your light for me
You left your light, left your light for me
You left your light so I could see what you could see
Well I know
I know you had to go
And I don’t blame you
Cause this party's dry as a bone
But you left your light for me
I know
You figured out how we were meant to live
And you got to go somewhere better for it
And you left your light so I could see what you could see
Cause you weren’t going to leave me here
In this misery alone too long
I know
But all this time
I thought I
Was here to keep you safe
I thought you needed me
Oh but it turns out that I’m the one who needed you
I’d be lost in the dark
If I didn’t know your heart
I’d be lost in the dark
Without the light of love from your heart
You left your light
To show me
How you got out
To show me
How to get out too
I thought
I was to teach you
But you left your light
To get me through
Cause I’m the one who needed you
...more
6min
November 27, 2025 What Did I Ever Do
Steph Something - Composition, Lyrics, Melody, Guitars, Vocals
Jochen Fleischmann - Drums, Bass, Synths, Mix
In memory of my sister,
Amelia Nicole Gilliard
1982 - 2025
I miss you and love you forever
What Did I Ever Do
Can you turn it off
There's only so much a person can take
Do you think a heart
Can physically break
Just when I think
That I could be happy
The sky opens up
And sucks somebody up
But this time
It got the only one
I thought I'd have
Forever
Now my days are filled
With breakdowns from a wound that can't heal
Take it away
Whatever it is that makes me feel
Just when I think
That I could be happy
The sky opens up
And sucks somebody up
But this time
It got the only one
I thought I'd have
Forever
I don't
Think that I can do this
Without her
What did I ever do to the heavens
What did I ever do
To the sky
© Stephanie Gilliard
...more
3min
November 23, 2025 Not Into You That Way
HUMANS - Steph Something & Matt Kaprelian
I think that you're nice
I think that you're great
But you've gotta know that
You'll never get laid by me
Again it's not that I don't
Think that you are great
It's just that I'm
Not into you that way
Not into you that way
I am not into you that way
I think that you're funny
I think that you're sweet
But it would weird me out
If you made a move on me
Again it's not that I don't
Think that you are great
It's just that I'm
Not into you that way
Not into you that way
I am not into you that way
I don't know
What else to say
But I'm just
Not into you that way
I'm not into you that way
Not into you that way
Okay
© Stephanie Gilliard
...more
3min
November 18, 2025 Trace the Exit
Steph Something - Composition, Lyrics, Vocals, Guitars
Marc H. - Bass, Drums, Production
Trace the Exit
We crack like porcelain
The fractures too thin and
I gather my reasons
I loosen my grip
You hold to me tighter
You clinch both your fists but
I'm cold to your light and
The fog is just too thick
And I
Am going
I watch as the doorframe
Expands, I trace the exit
My hands will stop trembling
My feet will keep moving
But I catch my relflection
And breath
Feel the ghost of your touch
On my skin
And I
Am going
But I turn from the edge of leaving
For the distance could never unmake you
And if I were to go
I would leave me behind
© Stephanie Gilliard
...more
4min
November 18, 2025 Surface
HUMANS -Steph Something & Matt Kaprelian, Featuring Marc H - Drums
Surface
They love
The appeal
The shine, the scent, the
Curve of a promise
Sweetness
Keeps the
Wolves polite
They all
Want to
Peel me open wide
Sometimes I let them try
Let their fingers tremble at the edge
Thinking their getting closer
But the closer they get
The more
I disappear
They don't know the difference
Between what glows
And what bleeds
For me
It's survival
The truth is just
The bruise I
Hide
© Stephanie Gilliard
...more
4min
November 17, 2025 I Defend It
Steph Something - Composition, Lyrics, Melody, Guitars, Vocals
Jochen Fleischmann - Drums, Bass, Production
I Defend It
Between each breath
Where the soul’s spine bends
I keep myself in silence
Not to stay hidden
But to know who to allow in 
Because peace is not passive 
It’s an act of architecture 
Every boundary is a beam 
Every no, a brick that keeps the weather out
They call me distant, sometimes difficult 
But I am just learning the sound of my own echo 
In a room I finally built myself
No performance required nor desired
I cherish it
I defend it
I keep it guarded because
I built it from everything I refuse to lose
They won’t take from me
The thinnest slice of peace
The thought where I get back to who I am
The world disguises sledgehammers with compliments
They try to take it with flattery
With guilt
Or the slow erosion of constant explaining
Their goal is that I exploit myself
So they may sell it back to me
But I will protect it
The part of me unedited
The thought not meant to be communicated
No performance required nor desired
I cherish it
I defend it
I keep it guarded because
I built it from everything I refuse to lose
The silence sighed by stillness
The heartbeat of my authentic rhythm
And when the noise finally eats its own tail
And the world quiets just enough
I’ll hear it breathing in me
My original language
I keep it guarded because
I built it from everything I refuse to lose
© Stephanie Gilliard
...more
3min
November 15, 2025 Anarchy in the Land of the Brave
Steph Something - Composition, Melody, Lyrics, Guitars, Vocals
Alex Bevacqua - Drums, Bass, Production
Anarchy in the Land of the Brave
The homeless only getting more homeless
Tied up in red tape and orange glaze
Anarchy is the order
In the land of the brave
Dismantling and placing bets
The worse they make it the more power they think they can get
But we've got morals and we've got brains
I think it's time we take back the reins
(Dare I say.... fascisim)
Bound up in new directives
And endless empty invectives
Surrounding all the huddled masses
Oh this situation is getting serious
Dismantling and placing bets
The worse they make it the more power they think they can get
But we've got morals and we've got brains
I think it's time we take back the reins
At the last supper who decides who will eat
In the corridores of power and condescension
Who will read the entrails and who'll be saved
By the grace of god in red, white and blue
Held to account by the depraved
Oh anarchy has come to the land of
The brave
© Stephanie Gilliard 2025
...more
3min
November 14, 2025 Cherry On The Cake
Lyrics
This song is for every nerd and freak.
This song is for you if you're too shy to speak.
This song is for all who have been turned away.
You are special, don't care what the fuck they say.
This song is for you whether you’re into boys or girls.
This song is for all who don’t fit in this world.
This is a song for those with a broken heart.
You're awesome – just the way you are.
They may mock you and call you a disgrace.
But you are the cherry on the cake thrown into their face.
They wanna make you clones of themselves,
Isn't this boring as hell?
This is for you if you were bullied at school.
This is for you if you never quite got cool.
This is for those who have pink or blue hair.
They point at you, but you don't really care.
This is for you if they say that you're too darn loud.
This is for those who don’t follow a crowd.
This is for you if you show humanity.
You are the heart and soul of society.
The may mock you and call you a disgrace.
But you are the cherry on the cake thrown into their face.
You feel alone but this is not true,
there are millions of others, and I am one of you.
We're the cherry on the cake thrown into their face.
We're a splash of color between the grays.
We are Halloween among the holidays.
We're the cherry on the cake thrown into their face.
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3min

FAQs about Steph Something:

How many episodes does Steph Something have?

The podcast currently has 304 episodes available.