This is a reflection on John 12:20-33. In John's gospel (a collage made of memories of Jesus and theological reflections) we hear Jesus talk in either-or terms (characteristic of John's gospel) about finding/loosing, loving/hating life.  The point is that a life clung to, for the sake of self, is as fruitless as an unplanted (unhurried) seed, but a life lived for others is like a planted (buried) seed: it bears fruit.

This is about what the Historical Jesus believed, how the early church in some ways subverted his message about a God of Love, and then it segues into a question about the mandate to love and asks if it applies to the unborn?  Yes,  it's about abortion, and how I changed my mind.