Still Figuring It Out

In this episode we get very emotional and thought-provoking. I talk about my reasoning for my week off which included my best friends Taylor Swift themed birthday weekend,  finishing the beer summit as well as showing my age in my knees and the fright of finally getting back into writing for fun and Taylor making me revert back to my 14-year-old self with her re-recording of "Fearless." I then get into the topic this week about why I feel like a failure. I go into my journey of wanting to be a writer and the setbacks and rejections I've faced along the way. And also how my job I thought I got didn't turn out the way I pictured. In the end, I'm still not giving up on my dream job and can only keep going forward. Here's to another mark in my journey. 

In this episode I get a little emotional talking about how I really feel about my new "normal" with my new job while still being at my other one. All the internal fear, guilt, and stress I have over it during my first official week. I talk about feeling burnt out and like a failure but remind myself that bad weeks are a thing. I then go into my last part of my thesis this week which feels very bittersweet since it has been so great getting to relive this story again. After Mauve realizes that James isn't the person she thought he was she tries to get away, but the police catch up to her in the end. Once coming face to face with her own past and seeing James again and finally getting his side of the story, will her feelings get in the way of her future? You'll have to tune in and find out what happens at the end of this epic story. 

In this episode I talk about my long and stressful week as usual. I tell my manager about my new job and how some friends are snitches and also how I'm really feeling about this new change. I have some bad skin days and call out Zara for their sizing. I then continue with reading my thesis from where I left off next week. After being threatened by a pair of private detectives who know both their pasts, Mauve gets a not-so-great welcome when she returns home after the interrogation. But as she makes her journey to free James, she'll find not only the law catches up with her, but her past as well. Will she make it out to freedom or be locked up forever? Make sure to tune in next week to hear what happens next and catch up on the previous episodes to the story to hear from the beginning so you don't miss a thing. 

In this episode I talk about some exciting new updates and changes that have come into my life recently as well as getting to do some fun things over the weekend and how that can make a rather long week so much better. I then continue with reading my thesis from where I left off last week. After Mauve realizes her partner in life and crime James's past is slowly catching up to him again she has a decision to either walk away from it all or walk into the storm itself. Will she make the right choice or end up getting herself in deeper than she can swim out of? Make sure to tune in next week to here what happens next and catch up on last weeks episode to hear it from the beginning. 

In this episode I talk about going from a whole week feeling like one big Monday to my excitement about having the house to myself for the weekend and my ~crazy~ plans. I then go into this fun and new segment that I'll be doing this entire month where I basically read my entire thesis to you throughout the next few episodes. Titled by a song that deserved a music video, "Getaway Car" tells the story of Mauve and James, two jewel thieves about to do their biggest heist yet. But when Mauve finds out the hard way her partner in life and crime is hiding his own secrets will she go her own way or sacrifice herself for his well-being? Make sure to tune in every week to hear the complete story, because truly nothing good starts in a getaway car....

In this episode we're getting emotional, so grab your tissues. This week, I talk about how my vacation is going and the differences I see in my mental health for the better. I then talk about my upcoming birthday and how I really feel about getting older and accepting the fact that age is only a number. I read through some old articles and a journal entry I wrote 3 and 5 years ago and reflect. I then talk about 26 things I've learned in my life so far. There are plenty of tears and laughs and reflections throughout. So, get ready because it's a roller coaster. I'm grateful for another trip around the sun and many more to come.