In this deeply honest episode of Living in the Aftermath, Lyndsey sits down with Gabby, a performer, oldest daughter, and survivor of childhood cancer, to talk about what trauma looks like after survival.

Diagnosed with cancer at just 15 years old, Gabby shares what it was like to go from being the caretaker in her family to suddenly needing care herself. She opens up about losing her hair during chemo, the moment her stoic father fought back tears, and the survivor’s guilt that followed remission—guilt so heavy it nearly cost her life.

Together, Lyndsey and Gabby explore:

• What it means to be the oldest child and suddenly lose control
• Why being taken care of can feel “wrong” after trauma
• Survivor’s guilt and why it doesn’t disappear when the crisis ends
• Mental health struggles after remission
• How trauma changes identity, relationships, dating, and self-worth
• The harm of silence—and why asking questions matters

This episode is not about inspiration porn or toxic positivity. It’s about the quiet aftermath—the parts people don’t see once the hospital visits end and life is expected to “go back to normal.”

If you’ve ever survived something that changed you, struggled with guilt for being alive, or felt unseen once the emergency passed—this conversation is for you.

#SurvivorStories #MentalHealthMatters #TraumaRecovery #CancerSurvivor #LivingInTheAftermath

This episode includes discussions of:

• Childhood cancer and chemotherapy
• Hair loss and body image
• Survivor’s guilt
• Depression and suicidal ideation
• Medical trauma and hospital experiences
• Mental health struggles following trauma

Listener discretion is advised. Please take care of yourself while listening, and pause if needed.

🧠 Mental Health & Safety Disclaimer

This podcast is for educational and storytelling purposes only and is not a substitute for professional medical or mental health advice.

If you or someone you love is struggling or in crisis, please reach out to local emergency services or a trusted professional.

U.S. Resources:

• 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline (Call or Text 988)
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You are not weak for needing support—and you are not alone.