Ani is sick, throat sick to be precise, he's out on the hill despite the dangers to discuss about his journey in song writing. though not drunk at the moment of podcast, he gets drunk while at it and he hit the bottom later to edit it all, feeling the significance of all the progress and somewhat regretting and being ashamed of himself, that he himself is disdainful and not worth anything. Ani is a creature himself full of shyness, though outgoing, he feels that the burden of being out there, even just among friends, it piles up one day at a time, and this time, he wants to say things out of their sight, on a podcast, to feel some sort of novelty, to agree that he misses them when not with them, to realise what they mean to him, but now he has to do what he has set out to do, talk music!