I hate being human at times because I need to learn to leave people where they at. I lack in discipline, in every aspect of my life. I want to be more grounded but I feel like I just have a hard time giving anything long term commitment. If it’s outside of a job. God I just want to be disciplined and happy. It’s me vs me , but I need your help Lord! 🙏🏽💯 #stillhealing