Veda learns that those damn boxes are still in play. Slow Burns. Cocaine for coping. A filthy
nightmare. Restoration is possible, even after all this. A test drive, two bobbers in the same
pond, and still, she discovers grace and gratitude.

Veda talks about her husband’s sabotage of birth control, her desiring death, pulling the trigger
on a suicide, our Father’s intervention, then again, that she is here for greater reasons, her new
conviction, and saving their lives. Hold fast to the wisdom life gives you.

Veda discusses divorce, sex, drugs, and rock-n-roll, a stint with the single life. Free Will is real,
and a bitch of a thing. Did men tick the right boxes? Being ripped apart develops into a
perception of control. Life’s lessons continue.

Veda wrestles with short attention span theater, her love for Granny F, living aloud, then
crippling shame. She talks about how living with more light is better, the loss of hope in an
instant, and “Hello Cocaine.”

Veda discusses the wonder of Wonder Bread, then living life as “The Cleavers” versus vampires.
Working for the family; was it child labor? The loss of her hero. A day out of Hell, and new
beginnings all over again.

Veda gets into her church camp adventures of frolic and fun and discovering “HOT” friends. She
then learned she could see dead people. Learning that secrecy sucked, and their vacations with
three generations in a car.

Veda explains the concept of her feet hitting the ground. When she was groomed with porn as
a child which became the birth of an addict. Then a cheater, and the “T” word.

Veda recounts her near death experience and learns of Rescue Angels. She learns to reject
outside garbage while feeling like a duck out of water.

Veda MacGregor born into faith, trust, and unconditional acceptance, grows into the grey of
faith in public. She learns to become comfortable in her skin.