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I'm definitely feeling this extrapolative tension, this tension to extrapolate. And that happened because I've been getting some synchronistic emails in my inbox. And I'm sure all of us have experienced this. But it's nice to have the subtle synchronicities from the universe, these subtle messages in disguise of benign emails from people that are on their mailing list. And today, I was listening to something because I got an email from Dabney Alex, and I'm on her mailing list, as she was the woman who organized the shades of awakening summit, online summit on mental health in 2015. And I listened to all of it, and it was really good. And I did talk to her once on the phone. And I wanted to utilize some of her services to try and start something. But then I ended up in the hospital. And then that was my really bad hospitalization. So anyways, I didn't, but I read her email. And before I get into that, because I'm really, really not into linear logical order at all. I just want to share that I was editing my last video and I talked a lot about reaching my dream of being back in California. And I didn't even mention because I'm that forgetful that I reached my hugest dream of all which is to be medication free. And to be even more nonlinear. Two weeks today, I will be home from California, because I'm taking the train. So it'll take about two days on the train. So two weeks from now, today, I will be waking up at home. And so yeah, the biggest dream was really to taper off these meds. And I've been able to accomplish that. And I think that I feel a lot of the changes. And I could talk about the changes and I have along the way. But perhaps just going through this year, it's easier to see the changes. And maybe now that I'm off the meds, it's going to be easier to be the change that I wish to be as Gandhi might say. And so the messages I've been getting to my inbox are interesting because they're all about sort of speaking up. And Dabney shared that she listened to this Ted Radio Hour about speaking up. And so I read her article and how the first woman in that podcast she speaks up about being queer in a country where basically, you could be tortured for that. And so it's just interesting, because at some point, I will want to share and I'm seeing that maybe I'll want to unfold some of this movement towards sharing because it is challenging, and I could actually go out there and get someone to help me figure out what to share what not to share, when to share, why to share, why not to share, etc, etc. Or I could just really unfold that for myself, which is something I've been doing all along is just unfolding things for myself and, and moving into that understanding. Yet at the same time, we're all connected so people send messages to each other and whatever salient we can pick up on. 

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