Maybe my chaos is order.

 

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Lyrics:

Oh I’ve always been a hurricane

Who is living on tranquility lane

Every single day I smile and wave

But every once in a while I completely destroy everything

 

My order is chaos

It taunts and dismays us

It builds me a city 

It makes me look pretty

Then kills us and flays us

My chaos is order

I sit in the corner

I cry myself silly

I hate it but really

It’s moving me forward

 

I can always feel your pain

Deep inside my own my parietal brain

Every day I smile and say

“How are you?” but sometimes my shame blows us away

 

My order is chaos

It taunts and dismays us

It builds me a city 

It makes me look pretty

Then kills us and flays us

My chaos is order

I sit in the corner

I cry myself silly

I hate it but really

It’s moving me forward

 

How are you out on the Gulf of Mexico?

While I’m stuck inside afraid of letting go

How do you have space to change the world we know?

While I’m still afraid to show

 

My order is chaos

It taunts and dismays us

It builds me a city 

It makes me look pretty

Then kills us and flays us

My chaos is order

I sit in the corner

I cry myself silly

I hate it but really

It’s moving me forward