Maybe my chaos is order.
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Lyrics:
Oh I’ve always been a hurricane
Who is living on tranquility lane
Every single day I smile and wave
But every once in a while I completely destroy everything
My order is chaos
It taunts and dismays us
It builds me a city
It makes me look pretty
Then kills us and flays us
My chaos is order
I sit in the corner
I cry myself silly
I hate it but really
It’s moving me forward
I can always feel your pain
Deep inside my own my parietal brain
Every day I smile and say
“How are you?” but sometimes my shame blows us away
My order is chaos
It taunts and dismays us
It builds me a city
It makes me look pretty
Then kills us and flays us
My chaos is order
I sit in the corner
I cry myself silly
I hate it but really
It’s moving me forward
How are you out on the Gulf of Mexico?
While I’m stuck inside afraid of letting go
How do you have space to change the world we know?
While I’m still afraid to show
My order is chaos
It taunts and dismays us
It builds me a city
It makes me look pretty
Then kills us and flays us
My chaos is order
I sit in the corner
I cry myself silly
I hate it but really
It’s moving me forward