Do you anticipate the coming of Jesus? If you think you're not ready, then you probably aren't. God loves you and wants you to be fearless. Revelation 21:8 says "the fearful and unbelieving will experience the second death."
1 John 4:17-18; 4:9-17
Revelation 20:11-15; 21:7-8
Hebrews 3:17-19