Rev. Kristen Hawley preaches at St. David’s Episcopal Church on the Ninth Sunday after Pentecost, reflecting on how people chase “Rachels”—idealized loves, jobs, achievements, or leaders—believing they will make life perfect, only to wake up to disappointment: “and in the morning, behold, it was Leah.” Using Jacob’s story of working seven years for Rachel but being given Leah, she argues the problem is not Leah but the idolatry that turns good gifts into ultimate things that cannot bear the weight of the soul. Leah represents the unchosen realities of life—diagnosis, struggle, brokenness—yet God specializes in working through what the world rejects. She notes that through Leah’s son Judah comes King David and ultimately Jesus, showing salvation comes through Leah’s line, and urges congregants to accept reality as the soil where God offers redemption and grace.
00:00 Welcome and Setup
00:08 Family Anthem Lesson
02:07 Chasing What We Want
03:08 Jacob and Rachel
04:24 Behold It Was Leah
06:45 Idols That Collapse
09:39 Modern Leah Moments
11:51 Redemption Through Leah
14:00 What We Need Not Want
15:11 Closing Behold Leah
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