This episode title is only going to make sense for those who listened to this podcast since it was Non-Binary Gourd, and it's going to feel terribly confusing to new listeners.....and I'm fully aware of that, don't you know how empowering it is to make people feel uncertainty and leave them in the dark??? But yeah, I'm a woman, it's fucking amazing to finally realize that and I just feel so....myself. I appreciate the silent support from my listeners and anyone who knows me personally that has been supportive. :') But yeah, back to the main point of this episode, I miss my messy room? Listen to find out why! (or don't)