Is there any truth to what I saw in you?

or was meeting you only good for making me blue?

shall I just move deeper in to my heart

while you and me we drift apart again?

you made me lovesick

but it's not even your fault

Yea, I'm lovesick

after just one call from ya

you made me lovesick

but it's not even your fault

Now I'm sitting here

caught between joy and fear

Flying high and crashing at the same time

it rips my heart open

Piano and orchestral elements blend with Industrial sounds shamelessly to create a seriously strange atmosphere, that you could even dance to. Until they take you, too.

Second collaboration with D. (@itsmedi)

Beat, Synth Lead, Arrangement by D. (@itsmedi)

Piano, Distorted Acoustic & Synth Bass by Sven Sebastian Horner

Official music video: https://youtu.be/ap0uQZz_KG4

Why is this weight

in my chest

still pulling me down

most of the times

that I come one

with my heart

It feels like a curse

cannot escape

this burden it hurts

I've been looking

for remedy

for so many times

Watch me play it: https://youtu.be/yEeLBJy4HEM

Wanna see me play it? Here: https://pixelfed.social/i/web/post/550408846783921254

Meditation in G flat minor on the Dizi flute. The Dizi is a chinese traverse bamboo flute. The counter bass, drums and synth pad were recorded with the SL88 midi keyboard I recently got. It's a great device, as it plays like a real grand piano. Now I'm able to make use of a much broader variety of sounds. Synth pad was generated using Odin 2.

This was more of an experiment, but I really liked the outcome. Hope you enjoy it.

It's been a while since I first recorded this piece composed by Johann Sebastian Bach. I have played it many, many times since then and it is still developing. I like to change between playing it fast and slow, as it gives a different quality.

Oh, again

loneliness is killing me

I don't know

how to escape from here

my heart, please

don't get cold

stay with me while

love's on hold

tell me

what to do

I'm lonely

give me anything

to ease my suffering

Oh, again

I wish I had a friend

but emptiness

drags me down again

There's so much

I could give

but nobody needs it

nobody cares

tell me

what to do

I'm lonely

give me anything

to ease my suffering

--

Acoustic guitar

Acoustic bass

Electric guitar

Vocals & Lyrics

by Sven Sebastian Horner

Picture by pexels.com/@cottonbro/

Translated to English:

How do you want to be

always there for me?

You stumble yourself

when the weight pulls on you.

First we have

to learn to love ourselves.

We do know that.

But how to do it,

that knowledge we miss.

Much rather would I prefer

could we see each other if it fits.

We'll learn this soon.

The door to another is our own heart.

Lyrics in German:

Wie willst Du

immer für mich da sein?

Du schwankst doch selbst,

wenn die Schwere an Dir zieht.

Wir müssen uns erst

selber lieben lernen,

das wissen wir,

aber wie das geht,

das Wissen fehlt.

Viel lieber wär' es mir,

wir könnten uns sehen, wenn es stimmig ist.

Wir lernen das schon.

Die Tür zum ander'n ist unser eigenes Herz.

--

Vocals, lyrics

Electric guitar

Acoustic bass

Drums (computed with Hydrogen)

by Sven Sebastian Horner

Cover artwork by pexels.com/de-de/@mart-production

Walking silently,

through a future that won't last,

screaming inside of me

are the demons of the past,

everything seemed fine,

an illusion of mine

— written by D. (soundcloud.com/itsmedi)

Beat, digital orchestration by D. (@itsmedi)

Electric guitar (hookline and solo), vocals by Sven Sebastian Horner