Well, better late than never!  So I'm a day late in posting this.  Good thing this episode is about surrender and not freaking out....cuz I definitely didn't do that earlier.  Okay maybe a little.  AAANNNYYWAAYY, it really is amazing how much I hold myself back from or hold back from myself, I'm not totally sure how that goes.  But I do know that it doesn't have to be that way.  All I have to do is let go.  But not like Jack in Titanic.  That did not go well for him.  Also, there was 100% enough room on that door Rose!