I miss your love
I miss your life
I miss your love
I miss your life
I'm thinking 'bout all this shit every night
I'm thinking 'bout all this shit every day and how I cannot hang on to feeling this way
Sometimes I wake up, I'm feeling okay
But sometimes I wake up, I wan' go away
I'm feeling depraved
I'm feeling afraid
I'm feeling decayed
I'm not feeling fine
I lost it all in the blink of an eye
Look in my eyes
It do not shine
Losing you felt like I'm losing a life
Losing you felt like I went took a knife and proceeded to put inside of my spine
Driving and thinking
I'm driving and thinking
I'm driving and thinking
I'm crying, I'm sinking
I miss you with me and having you clinging
I miss the love that each other were bringing
I miss the moments we had every evening
I miss us being outside on the weekend
Feel like my life had a purpose and meaning but I lost it all and myself is the reason
What was I thinking?
What was I thinking?
What was I thinking?
I wasn’t thinking
I wasn't having a thought in my mind
I wasn't thinking how it would unwind
I was so focused on trying to rewind that I didn't show love to whats currently mine
Now my heart broken and I am the why
Searching for motive that I cannot find
I wanna break out this cycle and life
I'm suffocating, I'm feeling confined
I'm confined with my sad thoughts
My actions lead to all bad thoughts
This not the shit my mom had taught
Damn I knew better, fuck I thought that I could fix it
(Made it worse)
I can't dismiss it
(Made it worse)
I can't just rinse it
(Made it worse)
I gotta fix it
(Don't make it worse)
I hope that you still think 'bout us
I hope that you might see 'bout us
I hope you you'd still make reach 'bout us
Cause girl I'd swim the seas 'bout us
And girl I'd go and bleed 'bout us
Ain't twice I gotta think 'bout us
I hope love you still see out us
Cause I know I do
I know I do
Want your left hand, want your "I do"
Be the best man to you, got you
Thinking 'bout you is something I cry to
And thinking 'bout you is something I smile to
Just like that song by Vanessa Carl; you're someone that I'd walk a thousand miles to
I just wanna go and make it right at the very least, girl let me try to
Yeah
Lemme try-
Lemme try-