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I can't believe I said all this at one point, but OK, that's the experience. & ONE TIME ONLY. Did I just say "I'm white." RACE is tricky & why use MATH & focus on the statistics to know WHO is TARGETED & give them THE MOST PROTECTION. It is very emotional. People are extremely scary, but I managed it TEACHING, being very INDEPENDENT & BEING EXTREMELY ATHLETIC EVERY DAY.

That's the outlet 

Mr. Baker is the "sign" since medical advocacy meant EVERY DAY, A CHECK-IN. This helped me when I did not have numbers or days of the weeks or words associated with time, a week ago. Next month. Let's try NEXT YEAR. Give me to time. Everything is different. 

Struggling with #s seems to be the first step so wasn't going to lose COOKING. HOW WAS I LEARNING this was happening? I'll explain it on sub stack in first writing because I have photos & will tell the story in bits & pieces. That just means, many ways to break up the text, like ptsd. Transition that sensation that will never go away into something BETTER.

DECIDED : I don't have to share the details. I have repeated this so many times & I hear it for the first time. 

CONSENT : eat, drink, what you ingest, associations, golden rule & Hippocratic oath is a good way to CHECK SELF if "confused" (that's anxiety/sobriety)

I do not call people liars. Why when I said to Feng, "I'm going to say the F word. It wasn't to swear, but say, it's fraud. You don't know the methodology they're teaching me which is WISEMIND--it worked!

every day is NOT a new day every day--thank god. Why I'm sharing this & it is all truly over. The gossip holes and people making up stuff is the worst thing since I can't be around that behavior (tbi--/ptsd--same behavior)