Sitting on a bench at the lake, contemplating about beauty of nature, about lost love and what it means to adjust to life.

Same morning, second try, different perspective, repetitive, completing the missing information of the first part - and how I ended up on the GR20 of Corsica, the so-called most demanding and challenging alpin hiking path of Europe (which I claim an extraordinary exaggeration) - and feeling jealous and sad about the fact that everything is ending

When a morning starts with mental darkness and distraction by memories of the personal history help - how Hiking on the GR20 on Corsica (La Corse) is about the perception of difficulties and dangers of the past in the light of the present - contemplating about the adventures, the risks taken without overthinking or dramatizing the following actions - contemplations of an average human being - I am questioning our today's cautions and normalities limiting our freedom - and that I dislike Hermann Hesse ... 

A Short Story - I simply needed to record this 

Still waiting for my boss, contemplating about the 80s, Chernobyl, the cave of my youth, how memory can fool you, my years as a disturbed teenage girl, overweight and with an eating disorder 

A Wonderful Sunny Morning after Full Moon - contemplation about me as an onion, my BOB (Bag of Beliefs), my new job on a construction site surveying the cleaning of asbestos, childhood trauma, why a cat becomes a stroller ... and what Berlin means to me and why it is the city of freedom

or "The Truth of Heritage" as proven by DNA...

... Lying in bed, contemplating about intrinsic value, my ancestors and family, East European history, creating a soothing atmosphere to fall asleep to - by telling my own personal story: about Swabian colonists in Transylvania, about Hungarian Nationalism, about two villages, just 3 km apart - one Moftinu Mic and Moftinu Mare - where my parents were born. Both are descendants of complete different language and culture backgrounds, with many resentments towards each other, still they found each other through mutual sexual attraction - and created me, to forever be a creature torn between worlds ... 

Starting a new episode while being exhausted and tired - make it short!

Join me on a very long relaxing night stroll through a former East Berlin quarter - I am contemplating about the history of the city and humanity - while being accompanied by the urban sounds of the night and reflecting about the thoughts that cross my mind. Topics are the fall of the Berlin Wall,  a guy ripping off big wall posters, anarchy, reproduction, german attitude, the concrete jungle and my own personal history, that is embedded and deeply connected with this city. These podcasts are meant to listen to and turn on or off at any convenient time - they are meant to be like the silent murmur of a mountain creek - soothing and calming - also a bit more informative ....

The fifth and last walk with Berit, strolling through the streets of Berlin and talking about the meaning and significance of home.