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The blog post I mentioned - https://proflobotomy.wixsite.com/professor-noorie/post/the-agony-of-loving-someone
It's my exploration of the questions I asked myself... did I give myself many answers? I'm not sure. For a little while it did. It was fun to explore stories like this though.
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But I'd rather hear what you all think... can people use youtube videos to have a conversation?
At times I find myself hyperfixating on things, stories and sciences, and for those who are generally quiet unless a hyperfixation is mentioned... in can seem like we don't care. Then with lots of philosophies they proclaim not to become too attached but... is that really possible for those like us? Those who find meaning and joy in the interests? Who find something so wonderous in them?
... I suppose I'm asking if there is a way to love things without hurting ourselves or others.
I'm not sure. I hurt others anyways.
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Also the song that plays during the first part and last part is called 'rainy day' and I LOVE IT SO MUCH
"Greetings! Salutations! So on and so forth! Name's Noorie (they/them), pleasure to make your acquaintance, dear traveler! I'll have chai ready in a moment."
To you, fellow wonderer, fellow wanderer, fellow creature of misty rain dreaming and sipping liquid moonlight, to you who finds the universe something tangled and messy and numb...
I offer a hidden, secret, safe place, hidden beneath magnolia trees, stuffed animals - the ones we 'should've left behind long ago' - nestled between moss blanketed branches, fireflies dotting the silver-sewn leaves.
Here we'll poke at reality where it cannot touch us, with stories and ramblings and way too many metaphors.
We can also talk about biology... because the stars know how hard school makes it.
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Story overviews:
The Land of the Fallen Fairies - A houseplant fairy lives a quaint story with faer guardian, who's supposed to kill faer but loves faer... it's a mistake for the protagonist to love the villain.
Teddy the Nightmare Warrior - A wronged soul dies through a paranormal disease and possesses the body of a teddy bear. They'll search for the truth of the paranormal, even if it drives them mad.
Bio-story - An enzyme realizes they're meant to doom the cell if they wish to fulfill the purpose they crave... so instead they embark on a time loop to either fix things or destroy the cell in a hopeless frenzy.
From the publisher's feed
Unraveling existence through stories, storytelling, science... and needle felted dolls.
Here, weary traveler, you can wander in my mental collection, my sunflower patch, my…
I've done my best to craft a safe spot, safe enough to drown in the unknowable and night skies, filled with ramblings, fandoms, stories, pictures, metaphors and stories.
... Yes, it's quite the hoard. A little all over the place, I admit. But in all the 'chose a niche, serve the target audience', I've folded myself into an origami lump. We'll fail to figure this out together, with every bit of fictional and non-fictional nonsense weaving a makeshift nest to hide in.
I suppose we'll exist in metaphors for now. Here's my simplicity. It's never simple.
But it's a place to nest, talk about the wild things, the weird and the science-y, the emotions that seep and spill and coagulate like a sea of honey, the ones that flavor my bones, the ones I cannot describe with a single word, the ones I must use a superfluous amount of words to convey.
Hmmm... Yes I suppose that's what I can write for an introduction. I've only redone it twice now. Please enjoy your stay, weary traveler, you deserve a rest, no 'doing' required.