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I created this series to help myself see clearly. Our problems and difficulties are like sand dusts that clouds the vision to our destination. We focus on getting read of the itch in our eyes instead of stepping forward to and away from the debris. I am in probably the most difficult part of my life right now where I only see the dust clouding up. I forgot where I want to go and I forgot all the joys around me. I fake a smile and a laughter so nobody notices the itch in my eyes. Nobody notices the allergies developing on my skin because I'm allergic to dust.

I realized in the passed few days that a lot of people, even those who I thought was living a comfortable life, are suffering from depression and anxiety. The way they described how it came about was also as vague as I can describe my insides. It is beyond the human words and understanding to explicitly curate our circumstances to others. So nobody can truly help you through thoughtful conversations unless you accept and validate your emotions. Don't be the first one to think that you have no right because of some other stuff.

This is a series for everyone and our healing journey. No toxic positivism just recognizing the painful situation and getting out of it.

I am not a risk taker but this is something I need to learn to survive. All I know is I'm depressed but I don't want to stay the same for the rest of my life. So I've been fighting against myself and throw myself out of my comfort zone.

First podcast episode for 2022! Find out what my thoughts are about the book. I have read chapters 16-45 live and these are uploaded in my YT channel Sakurako Katsuragi.

I give you the rundown of 10 chapters. If you want to hear the story out of the book, listen in my live Read with me in YT. https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLInHCryVKJ1I0XSrvGkZHkWg1Ao-OsIDw

This story is escalating in betrayal. Jason had actively gone to a quest for the golden fleece but it was no easy task. No easy that if it were not for the Medea, he would never succeed. She seemed to have done everything for him but why did they end up in misery after a victory?

Why is doing your job effectively and meeting what's expected becoming rare?

I can't fall asleep so I recorded this

Just checking in with myself

Quickly touching chapters 9 to 15. Stacey's life is complicated because of the mysteries revolving her nightmares. She and her mom's relationship is also not the best but they're working on it. She just can't find support in terms of her weird nightmares with her mom. Drea is not ready for another ghost hunting and creepy encounters. Stacey is not treating Chad the best. It seems like they are busy with their own lives. The email sender is still unknown.

Just another bike story or not