Kat talks about her feelings on isolation and loneliness in childhood and adulthood. Introverted thoughts and how she interacts with the stagnant world around her, she feels as if she is constantly changing whole the community around her stays the same. She tries to see the good in the world but logically she knows sometimes it is easier to feel sad and lonely than go out of her way to see the good. This is one of kat’s more real episodes about her hidden emotions