Pleasure isn’t just about sex. It’s about safety, creativity, desire, and feeling at home in your body.

In this episode, we talk bisexual awakening, trauma, hypersexuality and asexuality swings, kink exploration, and the astrology of pleasure through the 5th house, Saturn, and Mars. We close with a powerful energy healing that left us feeling lit up and blissed out. If you’ve felt numb, blocked, or disconnected from joy, this one is for you.

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In this unhinged episode, Elli and Ursula celebrate feminine friendship with heart-shaped brownies, a spontaneous sex shop field trip, and a deep dive into why pleasure is a spiritual practice. They unpack the real origins of Galentine’s Day, swap brutally honest love reading stories, and pull tarot cards that refuse to sugarcoat the truth. From the reversed Eight of Swords to Death and Judgment, this conversation goes straight into shadow work, desire, and what it actually means to embrace your inner vampire.

Beneath the thrill-seeking and chaos, there’s something real here about healing, embodiment, sexuality, heartbreak, and learning how to feel good in your own skin again.

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In this episode, we explore grief and how to exist in a tumultuous world.

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Ursula shares her New Orleans adventures.

We sit down to talk through the 2026 astrology forecast the only way we know how: juice in hand, plushies nearby, tarot cards out, and zero interest in making the future sound scarier than it needs to be.

We start light, new juicer updates, accidental vampire energy, skincare wins, and a very serious discussion about Japanese plushies and Squishmallow loyalty. From there, we slide into wish spells, aesthetics, and how to actually work with ritual timing without turning it into a performance.

Then we get into what 2026 is really bringing. This year feels different. Softer. Less punishing. After years of intensity, the energy shifts toward rest, honesty, and being more fully yourself. We talk major 2026 astrology themes, including rare Kazemi transits, the Cancer full moon, and why your nervous system deserves as much attention as your goals.

Elli pulls tarot for the months ahead, mapping February through July with themes of stability, sudden change, intuition spikes, and emotional grounding. We layer that with the big astrological moments, Uranus moving direct, eclipses, Mercury retrograde in Pisces, Neptune changing signs, and the long Saturn Neptune story about blending vision with discipline.

This episode is part forecast, part friend hang, part gentle recalibration for the year ahead. If you want an astrology podcast that tells the truth without pressure, fear, or pretending we have it all figured out, this one is for you.

Listen in, pull your own cards if you want, and let us know what you’re most curious about for 2026. And make sure you follow the show, we drop new episodes every Thursday.

Welcome to our very first book club episode! We read a book, talk about it, and invite you to come along with us.

Our first book is You Wanna Be on Top?: A Memoir of Makeovers, Manipulation, and Not Becoming America's Next Top Model, a memoir by Sarah Hartshorne.

The conversation is equal parts pop culture nostalgia and genuine disbelief as we break down what life was actually like behind the scenes of Americas Next Top Model. The book reveals isolation, scripted silence, cameras deciding when the girls were allowed to speak, and a whole production world that feels nothing like what viewers saw. We talk through the shock, the heartbreak, and the way Hartshorn writes with so much clarity and humor.

The episode wraps with a wider look at what Americas Next Top Model taught an entire generation about beauty, competition, and the cost of being watched.

Stay tuned for the next book club pick! Make sure you're following us on Instagram for the announcement so you can read along.

Ursula and Elli discuss solstice traditions from ancient times to modern day. Why do we gather in community around these times of year? What are the origins of the 12 days of Christmas, and why is this time of year SO magickal and potent, but also dark and strange?

They talk grief, community, and there's a super simple New Years wishing spell at the end you're going to want to check out.

Comment below with your favorite solstice/winter traditions! And make sure you follow because we release new episodes every Thursday.

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Sources:

https://www.history.com/articles/winter-solsticehttps://www.history.com/articles/8-winter-solstice-celebrations-around-the-world

https://www.pbs.org/newshour/science/heres-why-the-winter-solstice-is-significant-in-cultures-across-the-world

https://www.livescience.com/42152-ancient-tributes-to-witner-solstice.html

http://penelope.uchicago.edu/~grout/encyclopaedia_romana/calendar/invictus.html

https://archive.archaeology.org/online/features/bull_killer/
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mithraism

This week, Ursula and Elli dive into the real work of staying grounded through the long, dark winter.

Ursula shares the hobbies she has been leaning into lately, while EllI talks about how play keeps the creative spark alive and why so many adults are craving the simple joy they never got to experience when they were young.

Together they explore five ways to start a new winter hobby. They walk through how to check your energy before choosing an activity and how to follow intuition instead of forcing productivity.

This episode is for anyone fighting winter blues, creative burnout, or that heavy stuck feeling that hits when the sun disappears at 4 pm. Listeners get gentle structure, clear ideas, and a warm reminder that joy is still possible even in the coldest season.

What's your favorite hobby? Leave a comment below.

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The holidays are supposed to be magical, right? Except your brain is buzzing, your social calendar is full, and your perfectionist side is screaming at you for not having it all together. Ursula and Elli get real about surviving the season without losing your mind.

They talk about feeling “feral” when life gets overwhelming, creative panic, and why mirror work (yes, literally staring at yourself) can pull up the stuff you didn’t know was stuck inside. There’s astrology energy, holiday fatigue, and the weird ways our signs clash when family, friends, and obligations pile up.

Expect laughs, honest venting, goose energy, and some unorthodox advice for staying sane (like embracing your emotions, drinking water, and yes, screaming if you need to). This is for anyone who wants to survive the holidays without pretending they have it all together.

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Sometimes your parents shows up in your life in ways you didn’t even know were possible, like your self-worth, your love life, your obsession with approval. In this episode, Elli and Ursula get into all of it: complicated parent-child energy, toxic family patterns, and the ways childhood baggage keeps sneaking back into adulthood.

They touch on astrology too, because astrology charts reveal exactly why some dynamics just…never fit. Emotional clashes, worth issues, and patterns that make us fall for emotionally unavailable partners, it's all there. Then, they get into the messy-but-helpful healing stuff: tuning into your body, setting boundaries, and yes, using kink and self-care as tools for reclaiming power.

This episode is for anyone who’s stared down family drama, felt unseen or unworthy, or just wants to laugh while unpacking the stuff no one else will talk about.

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