The Apprenticing Jedi

Richard love is the creator of The Savage Army - a training, equipment and coaching platform

Store: https://stan.store/thesavagearmy

TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@thesavagearmy

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thesavagearmy/

Carolina Wilke is a healer practicing bioenergetics and yoga - you can find her work (newsletter, Radiant Flow subscription, in-person appointments ,etc.) at https://www.carolinawilke.com/

(0:00:00) - Intros

(0:05:47) - First path: business management

(0:12:50) - Beginning a journey into bioenergetics

(0:18:06) - What does healing look like?

(0:22:48) - Yoga as a spiritual journey

(0:28:43) - Becoming a yoga instructor

(0:33:23) - Craziest transformation she's ever seen

(0:41:38) - Crisis of feeling like you're not enough

(0:50:22) - Breathing in and out of your core (easiest place to begin healing)

(0:54:24) - The importance of flexibility in the body

(1:00:03) - The power of saying "YES" to life

(1:05:37) - Finding the source of life

(1:12:17) - Living your life in service vs. enjoyment

(1:19:31) - How to let the universe be your guide without a plan

(0:00:00) - intros

(0:00:50) - Derya's origin story

(0:11:21) - Family's relationship to religion & spirituality

(0:13:24) - Retreats & ceremonies in Costa Rica

(0:16:37) - Ancestral trauma and epigenetics

(0:20:47) - Having no religion in Iran

(0:22:27) - We are God

(0:26:37) - Grandmother Ayahuasca

(0:33:33) - What happens during psychedelic trips

(0:35:36) - Waking up from The Matrix

(0:43:53) - Business stories

(0:51:18) - Matras and prayers

(0:52:59) - The power and magic of water

(0:57:35) - Current musings (inner work, music)

(1:02:50) - TikTok, fame and managing purpose vs. ego

(1:06:38) - Kurdish vs. Islam

(1:14:59) - Courage & authenticity

(1:18:22) - Capstone on ancestral trauma, healing stuck ways

(1:23:58) - Advice for where to get started

Amber Eros is a somatic sex coach and skilled shadow worker.

She supports her clients both 1:1 and through her online community Coven - you can find all her details here: https://www.ambereros.com/

She also recently launched a podcast of her own "The Sexual Alchemist"

(0:01:25) Introduction & what is sexual alchemy

(0:04:15) Origin story

(0:10:55) Focus as a tool to find your blockages

(0:13:43) Spiritual background

(0:16:57) Buried under shame

(0:19:20) Society's collective trauma around sex

(0:25:10) Esther Perel

(0:28:14) We're all having less sex

(0:34:50) Porn

(0:46:19) The path is not shame, but to love all parts of you

(0:51:46) Theory on the origin of toxic masculinity

(1:00:34) Cosmic comedy

(1:04:32) Children as unintentional healers

(1:09:12) The Coven

(1:13:04) What is Sex Magick?

(1:16:46) Quantum physics as portal to manifesting

Double Slit Experiment

(1:24:32) Bowing to the spiritual requires humility

(1:28:12) Where should one start on this journey?

Come as you are (book)

Edward's website and newsletter

Leap Forward community

(0:00:00) - Welcome and grounding

(0:02:48) - Background

(0:10:22) - Costa Rica in contrast to New York City

(0:11:31) - Growing up as a child of jewish Soviet immigrants in NYC

(0:13:23) - Psychedelics

(0:17:40) - Dark Night of the Soul - when it doesn't go according to plan

(0:22:47) - Feeling like a fraud

(0:24:59) - Narcissism veiled as doing good

(0:26:54) - Growing up: Hard Work = Personal Value

(0:29:56) - Self forgiveness = the first step to healing

(0:35:42) - Key to a long life is community

(0:39:56) - Going on an Ed-passana :)

(0:47:37) - Surrendering to the universe and getting what we truly need

(0:51:43) - What is going on around the world right now?!

(1:00:22) - Where/how do people start to heal?

(1:10:28) - We're Human BEINGS not Human DOINGS

(1:12:39) - When masculine/feminine are out of balance

(1:21:46) - Intention vs. Surrender

(1:29:40) - Letting go and self-acceptance

(1:34:36) - How long does it take to heal? (buckle up lol)

(1:38:51) - The cosmic joke of the spiritual path

Krystal's Instagram

(0:00:00) intro

(0:02:25) about Krystal 

(0:07:08) turning point in yoga (physical to spiritual) 

(0:15:29) starting the spiritual journey 

(0:19:48) Kundalini rising 

(0:23:40) meditation practice 

(0:29:25) The Matrix (blue pill, red pill) 

(0:35:50) early trauma (middle school) 

(0:39:30) where to get started with yoga? 

(0:41:07) cold exposure 

Rhode Island water journey 

Wim Hof 

Self immolating monk  

(0:46:22) life changes since Bali 

(0:48:33) "traditional" talk therapy 

(0:53:52) current yoga journey 

(0:58:24) how do others receive the "new you"? 

(1:05:53) living through the veil of emotions 

(1:12:50) reincarnation 

(1:21:24) what would you say to young & hurt Krystal?

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