0:00:46 - Growing up in a doomsday sex cult (Children of God)
0:03:15 - 27 years old, premonition (dream) predicting fiance's death
0:05:35 - Psychedelics (LOTS of mushrooms)
0:09:23 - Gratitude for alcoholism
0:10:49 - Integration, three levels of teaching
Psalm Isadora
Aleister Crowley
Teal Swan
0:19:50 - The Fourth Way
George Gurdjieff
0:27:56 - What if you're not yet at "rock bottom"? (exoteric vs. esoteric)
0:33:55 - What does it feel like to clear a spiritual block? (somatic release, crying)
0:36:52 - Sexual assault trauma
0:38:39 - How to say "I'm sorry..." when someone shares something hard
0:39:12 - Psychedelics, higher chakras and "meeting God": I AM
0:42:47 - The struggle between surrender and free will (desire/wish)
Sadhguru
0:48:00 - Difference between hedonistic desire and a divine wish
Ram Dass
0:51:56 - What is the point of life?
0:53:55 - Spiritual tripwires
0:59:11 - Potential dangers of manifesting
Joan Didion
1:07:09 - Biggest fear: surrendering your children to God
Jordan Peterson
1:14:16 - The Good, the True and the Beautiful (LOVE)
1:16:45 - Everyone, everywhere thinks they're right
Joseph Campbell
1:21:55 - Do you ever fear death?
1:24:26 - Birth: the original trauma
Hunter S. Thompson
1:38:00 - A piece of homework: enjoy life