I'm BACKKKKKKKKKK! I'm back and I'm better busting into Season 4 with all sorts of accountability for the masses. It feels great to be missed so I had to shout some folks out in this episode and show love as it is always shown to me! THE TIME IS NOW, to wake up and begin to recognize the signs around you. Stop being fooled by the distraction agendas and RECLAIM yourselves!!! Time to PUSH past pain and realize your dreams ARE your reality! Dream today!!!

Just a drop. Ya girl missed you lots. Self care. Suicide awareness. Elizyxo. Random spoken word. Enjoy :)

In the book of Isaiah it talks about times such as these. I initially started this episode to speak on families and teach my son Landon on the importance and truths concerning families in God’s word. I let the spirit speak through me. Shhhh, Isaiah is speaking!! Feel free to fast forward through some of the beginning. I didn’t edit it out for context. Be blessed. 

So. I have my entire 4th season planned… much of it recorded, but God is saying NOT YET. These last few weeks I’ve been in this zone and mental space of darkness to the things around me but so tuned into what God is doing that I can’t even get to the regularly scheduled program. My initial response was to just go silent because I was so confused on what to release and what not to release and in which order etc etc. I was becoming frustrated and finally I asked God to show me or guide me into whatever he wants me to do with this podcast. Here it is. In the interim. This will be a collection of random messages that God is asking me to release to his people. They are his words and not my own. As they come, I will be obedient and release. Some messages will be long, others short, but every one of them will be extremely important. Why God asked this of me I do not know nor will I attempt to understand, I will, however, be obedient. This collection is to represent the period of time between where you are, and where God is taking you. I’m the natural it can be viewed as the time between poverty and success. The interim. The space where nothing makes sense. You’re striving but you see no clear path, you’re fighting but you’re not even sure what battle. You are waiting on God to launch you… but while you wait he is ministering to your spirit. This is that time, in the interim.

Go Giver. Ms. Sue. Gratefulness. Love: Kindness. PRAYER. Prayers Answered.

That Day At Wake Up. Delance & Magnus.

Podbean cut a whole hour off the end and I am LIVID. Description later.

I sure hope that your holiday season went better than mine. Nonetheless, We are grateful and so thankful. In Loving Memory of Our Beautiful Jansen Ja'Leil (Thumper), God has been gracious.

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