The Big Little Podcast

Description:

How do you see yourself? How do others see you? Do these impressions change when you’re age playing?

On this episode we delve into these questions and more with our amazing panel of guests. Learn how some folks have chosen to handle the disconnect when the image of themselves in their heads do not image the images they see in the mirror. Also find out how a positive self image can influence the impressions of others.

Hosts: Mae, Mako, & Spacey

Guests: Del, Natasha, & Shokolada

Wrangler of Streamies: Zain

Recorded: June 11th, 2013 @ 8:45 PM EST

Show Notes:

* Wikipedia article on Residual Self-Image

* Wikipedia definition of body image

* Kink Aware Professionals list run by the NCSF

* Episode 80: Sexuality & Ageplay

* Episode 65: Ageplay & Clown Play

Description:

What does it mean for an ageplayer to have sex? What does sexual ageplay look like? Why do people have such strong feelings about mixing ageplay and sexuality?  Join us as we wrap our minds and legs around these sexual issues.

Hosts: Mae, Mako, & Spacey

Guests: Matty, Baby Ella, Andrea, Frankie, Lola, and Marty

Recorded: May 28th, 2013 @ 9:00 PM EST

Show Notes:

* Ella on Secret Lives of Women

* J-Lube FAQ

* Balmex

Description:

We set out to do a lister questions show, but Riley Kilo had bigger and better plans for us!

On this show guest host Riley challenges us with a BIG question: What are the rules for ageplaying in public? We wrestle with this question with the help of your calls and comments. Put on your thinking caps and join us.

If you’d like to share your own thoughts on the topic, contact us and let us know.

Hosts: Mae, Mako, & Spacey

Guest Host: Riley Kilo

Recorded: May 14th, 2013 @ 9:00 PM EST

Show Notes:

* FetLife BIG Question comment thread.

* Nullo to manage body odor.

* Body Mint deodorant.

* News post about Heidylynn’s, the baby man, passing.

* Passenger removed from flight for singing.

* Plushie Poll on ADISC.

* Photo of Wayne Coyne of the flaming lips.

* Big Little Podcast Episode 9 – Self Esteem & Coming Out

* Baby Fur Public Behavior Guidelines by Swift Fox.

* Taoism story – You Are Right.

Description:

Who is Riley Kilo?

She’s an artist, trans woman, kink lover, media personality and ageplayer. On this episode we explore her life and projects more deeply.

Learn about her ageplaying origins, how and why she choose to appear on TV, the responses she received, her presentations at CAPcon, and more.

Hosts: Mae, Mako, & Spacey

Guest: Riley Kilo

Recorded: April 30th, 2013 @ 9:00 PM EST

Show Notes:

* Big Little Podcast Episode 13 – Age Play in the Popular Media

* Riley’s Infographic for the “Marshmallow Trick”

* Riley’s Ask Me Anything on Reddit

* Age Playing subreddit

* ABDL subreddit

* Sadie Hawkins’ website

* Riley Kilo’s website

* Major in the Minor movie

* The Loneliest Runner movie

* All My Children book on Amazon

Description:

For this episode your hosts traveled all the way to Chicago, Illinois to attend the 2013 Chicago Age Players Convention (CAPcon). There we gathered with a great panel of ageplay leaders involved in everything from convention planning and education, to writing and running a business. Learn about the convention, what it takes to be a leader, and why the world of ageplay needs you to be a leader too.

Hosts: Mako, & Spacey

Guests: Benny, Luke, Mo, Paul Rulof, Golden Loki, Zorro Daddy, and a room full of others

Location: CAPcon 2013

Special Recording Assistance: LilSquash

Recorded: April 21st, 2013 @ 11:00 AM EST

Show Notes:

* Chicago Age Players group on FetLife

* “When Things Fall Apart” by Pema Chodron

* Twisted Tryst kinky camp in the Midwest

* Benny’s Never Grown Up Store

* “Walk In The Light” by Leo Tolstoy contains the story The Three Questions

* Satyricon Madison group on FetLife

* The Eulenspiegel Society

* LilJennie’s web site

* LittlesMunch.com

* Big Babies Infantilists and Friends email list

* ABDLChats.com

* DailyDiapers.com

* ABKingdom.com

* Reddit ABDL subreddit

* Reddit Age Play subreddit

* RUPadded.com

* ABDLCams.com

* “The Ethical Slut” book

Description:

Not every age player experiences regression. Even for those that do, the experiences can run across a wide spectrum. On this episode we revisit the topic of regression and learn more about it through the experiences of the folks on our panel.

Hosts: Mae, Mako, & Spacey

Guest: Missy, Richard, Andrea, and Valentalae

Recorded: April 2nd, 2013 @ 9:00 PM EST

Show Notes:

* Big Little Podcast Episode 3 on regression

* Big Little Podcast Episode 67 on food for age players

* Big Little Podcast Episode 2 which has the story of Mako and his contacts

* Butt face picture on FetLife

* Catbutt face picture on FetLife

* When Things Fall Apart book by Pema Chodran

Description:

She’s an actress, singer, writer, and submissive extrodinare. In this personal interview we delve into the many adventures of Mollena Williams and how she’s an age player too!

Hosts: Mako, & Spacey

Guest: Mollena Williams

Recorded: March 19th, 2013 @ 8:30 PM EST

Show Notes:

* Mollena’s website.

* Playing Well with Others book

* Don’t Criminalize Fantasies NY Time article

* The Toybag Guide to Playing With Taboo book

* Erotic humiliation show Episode 46.

Description:

Some folks like to play doctor, and some like to play pediatrician. Our guests share their experiences from catheterization and diapers to saline inflation and a change in body image. The sensations can be stimulating and the emotions, quite powerful.

Hosts: Mae, Mako, & Spacey

Guests: Denny, Bethie, & Del

Recorded: March 5th, 2013 @ 8:30 PM EST

Show Notes:

* Info on urethral sounds.

* Del’s web site.

* Indian Mark B&B on FetLife.

* Black Rose organization where Del will be teaching class on wound care in the dungeon.

* Quid Pro Quo movie on NetFlix.

Description:

What happens when the best laid plans come crashing down leaving you no guests for your show? You record anyway!

On this episode we learn a little about ourselves and some of the show’s fascinating fans. Find out the worst thing to say when someone finds your used diapers. Learn the proper care and hygiene of a bouncy castle at a kink event. Experience the glorious cacophony of several folks talking at the same time!

Hosts: Mae, Mako, & Spacey

Guests: Flare, Twisted Kim, Nitrous, & Valentalae

Recorded: February 14th, 2013 @ 8:30 PM EST

Show Notes:

* Help the NCSF recover from the fire at their offices.

* The Tyranny of Expectations – Site is down.

* The Sacred and Profane book

* Black Beat

* FetLife Rules Change

* V’s hilarious response to the rules change on FetLife.

Description:

It started in Japan, but spread through the whole world. Out guests share everything from the basics of Gothic Lolita fashion, to how to live it as a lifestyle, to how to take it to it’s glittering extremes. It’s a fascinating fashion and culture that often tries to distance itself from the world of ageplay and yet has so much appeal to ageplayers.

Hosts: Mae, Mako, & Spacey

Guests: Psyche, Strawberry, Lola, & Matty

Recorded: January 29, 2013 @ 8:30 PM EST

Show Notes:

* Kinky Lolitas Group on FetLife

* Basic info about what lolita is

* Fancy Nancy

* Candy Violet Shop

* Bodyline

* Gothic Lolita Bible

* Gothic Lolita Wigs

* Spoonflower has some really cool border print fabrics

* Elegy

* Dearest Victoria Etsy Store

* Megan Maude Esty Store

* Alchemy Georgia Burn

* Dearest Victoria Bloomers

* Place to get contacts

* EGL Livejournal Forum

* Milanoo is a vendor to avoid. Other business names Milanoo hides under.

* Angelic Pretty

* Baby The Stars Shine Bright

* Innocent World

* God Dammit, Milanoo!

* Buy all the lolita!

* Frill Convention in Atlanta