After The Motivation Is Gone, All You Have Is Your Commitment
The gun holster and gun type are all a means to an end. At the end of the day you need to ask yourself one question, are you carrying. If not, why? Excuses and procrastination is the main killer NOT the "right" gun or gun holster. Many people carry every day with much less carry friendly options than you. So again, why are you not carrying yet? Consider lack of commitment.