A diagnosis during a pandemic, how we handled it, our regrets and guilt often weigh heavily on our "new life."

In this episode i discuss what our family represents and how that changes peoples views on us, it changes the way people see us and talk to us.

In this episode i talk about how the cancer effect creates an image we all see as "Cancer" while our children just see it as normal, certain things we get scared about that they just brush off.

In this episode I talk about coping with the loss of our daughter Jaycee both individually and as a family. We all have different methods of dealing with the loss and none of them are wrong but may be easy to relate to.

In this episode i talk about the inevitable issue of people coming into your life when there is a tragedy and quickly exiting without notice when it becomes to much for them to bear.

In this episode i discuss a recent trip to church and how it brought me back to a question i asked myself and my kids just days before our daughters passing.

In this episode i speak to Miley, one of Jaycee's older sisters about her thought and feelings about hearing the word 'Cancer" as well as her plans for the future.

In This episode my wife joins me to discuss the journey to get our daughter diagnosed, the issues we encountered and how we wish it would have been better for our daughter. we detail the best we can the countless ER visits, doctors appointments and stress involved in just trying to find the Zebra instead of the horse.

In this episode i discuss how i dealt with the news of our daughter being diagnosed with cancer as a dad and husband. How i dealt with it, my regrets and wishes for other dads in my situation.