We all do it, we search endlessly for the right answers, with passion and intent, but at what cost? And then theres the opposide where we question our decisions no matter the outcome. Lets talk about it.

A diagnosis during a pandemic, how we handled it, our regrets and guilt often weigh heavily on our "new life."

In this episode i discuss what our family represents and how that changes peoples views on us, it changes the way people see us and talk to us.

In this episode i talk about how the cancer effect creates an image we all see as "Cancer" while our children just see it as normal, certain things we get scared about that they just brush off.

In this episode I talk about coping with the loss of our daughter Jaycee both individually and as a family. We all have different methods of dealing with the loss and none of them are wrong but may be easy to relate to.

In this episode i talk about the inevitable issue of people coming into your life when there is a tragedy and quickly exiting without notice when it becomes to much for them to bear.

In this episode i discuss a recent trip to church and how it brought me back to a question i asked myself and my kids just days before our daughters passing.

In this episode i speak to Miley, one of Jaycee's older sisters about her thought and feelings about hearing the word 'Cancer" as well as her plans for the future.