Corin chats with her good friend Brannon Patrick, badass therapist, ex-mormon, and host of The Brannon Patrick Show podcast, about his deconstruction journey and faith expansion from from the LDS Church.
They chat about topics such as indoctrination, guilt, shame, sexuality, and the cult-like practices within the church. Brannon shares his experiences growing up in the church, the impact it had on his identity and spirituality, and how he eventually broke free from its teachings. They also touch on the challenges of maintaining relationships and cultural identity after leaving the church. The conversation also explores the transformative power of plant medicine and the importance of embracing one's authentic self in their own spirituality and in life.
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Timestamps:
Brannon's upbringing in the LDS church [00:01:21] Brannon shares his experience of being raised in the LDS church and the beliefs and indoctrination he was exposed to.
The impact of going on a mission [00:05:39] Brannon discusses how going on a mission intensified the indoctrination and led to feelings of guilt and shame.
Sexual shame and rigid beliefs [00:07:59] Brannon talks about the strict teachings of the LDS church regarding sex and sexuality, and the shame associated with it, including his personal experience on his mission.
The struggle of faith expansion [00:11:26] Brannon discusses the challenges faced by individuals in Utah County who are questioning their faith and experiencing judgment and division from their community.
The subconscious indoctrination of the LDS church [00:14:33] Brannon talks about how deeply ingrained the beliefs of the LDS church can be, even for those who have left, and the struggle of feeling obligated to raise children in the church despite personal disbelief.
The harmful control and gaslighting within the church [00:18:09] Brannon explores the damaging effects of the church's control mechanisms, including guilt, shame, and the gaslighting tactic of doubting one's doubts. He also highlights how the rigid culture of the church can harm individuals' mental health.
The omission of Joseph Smith's polygamy [00:22:29] Brannon discusses how he was never informed about Joseph Smith's multiple wives, including a 14-year-old, until recently.
The struggle of maintaining cultural ties after leaving the church [00:23:23] Brannon talks about the difficulty of separating from the LDS church while still wanting to participate in cultural events like weddings and funerals.
The impact of leaving the church on relationships [00:26:49] Brannon reflects on the potential loss of relationships and career opportunities due to openly discussing his journey of leaving the church.
Letting go and receiving [00:33:52] Discussion about the process of letting go of old beliefs and receiving new connections and experiences.
Authenticity and spirituality [00:34:38] Exploration of the newfound love, connection, and openness experienced after stepping away from toxic religious beliefs.
Reimagining God and spirituality [00:36:05] Conversation about embracing a more inclusive and nature-centered concept of God, free from toxic patriarchy and shame.
The journey of stepping away from the LDS church [00:44:47] Discussion about the process of leaving the Latter-day Saints church and the deep impact it has on individuals.
The importance of stepping into truth [00:45:56] Encouragement to embrace truth and face fears in order to find peace and personal growth.
Reclaiming identity and finding support [00:46:54] Highlighting the beauty of reclaiming one's true self and seeking support from like-minded individuals, including information about Brannon Patrick's show and retreat center.
